You say you love me though just like you aren't too shady
Knowing what you know it must be hard to Trust someone who's so similar to yourself
Don't you know it's pointless to try And bully me into caring more
Assume no fault of your own It's really just the boredom of being someone's captive
These tears I cry for you must prove that I'm not the demon that I'm meant to be
Check in at the Jane hotel
Terrible people
As usual as dead from anti anxiety meds And the old gang grasping for air that's not there Seeking out my own authentic season in hell
Though it doesn't feel quite as pompous At least not as I can At least not as I can tell
Dream dream
Misery yawning
Wrecked me for the summer's That I am free and almost alone
Down in Jersey I feel better
Why would you ask Why should you care how I'm doing
Do I bother you with those kinds of vapid questions anymore
I wanna matter I wanna be your friend not a poison
This kind of love our kind of love is so demoralizing
These tears I cry for you must prove that I'm not the demon that I'm meant to be
Seeking out my own authentic season in hell
Though it doesn't feel quite as pompous At least not as I can At least not as I can tell
Seeking out my own authentic season in hell Though it doesn't feel quite as caustic At least not as I can At least not as I can At least not as I can tell
[00:03.92] [00:30.00]Other people can be so disappointing [00:34.41] [00:37.77]I need to spend more time alone [00:42.96] [00:46.22]What gives us the right to be so depressing [00:51.14] [00:54.32]224 West 16th Street was our cathedral [01:00.78] [01:02.79]These tears I cry for you must prove that [01:06.79] [01:07.45]I'm not the demon that I'm meant to be [01:10.55] [01:11.28]You say you love me though just like you aren't too shady [01:15.83] [01:19.10]Knowing what you know it must be hard to [01:21.84]Trust someone who's so similar to yourself [01:25.89] [01:26.75]Don't you know it's pointless to try [01:29.69]And bully me into caring more [01:33.17] [01:34.89]Assume no fault of your own [01:37.32]It's really just the boredom of being someone's captive [01:43.36] [01:44.32]These tears I cry for you must prove that [01:48.77]I'm not the demon that I'm meant to be [01:53.08] [01:54.65]Check in at the Jane hotel [01:56.86] [01:57.89]Terrible people [01:59.52] [02:04.35]As usual as dead from anti anxiety meds [02:09.57]And the old gang grasping for air that's not there [02:13.49]Seeking out my own authentic season in hell [02:19.99] [02:20.58]Though it doesn't feel quite as pompous [02:25.37]At least not as I can [02:28.24]At least not as I can tell [02:31.46] [02:32.45]Dream dream [02:36.77] [02:41.30]Misery yawning [02:44.71] [02:45.33]Wrecked me for the summer's [02:48.32]That I am free and almost alone [02:52.88] [02:53.58]Down in Jersey I feel better [02:56.94] [02:57.74]Why would you ask Why should you care how I'm doing [03:03.10] [03:06.14]Do I bother you with those kinds of vapid questions anymore [03:12.39] [03:14.64]I wanna matter I wanna be your friend not a poison [03:19.40] [03:22.42]This kind of love our kind of love is so demoralizing [03:28.65] [03:30.87]These tears I cry for you must prove that [03:34.86]I'm not the demon that I'm meant to be [03:41.84] [03:45.52]Seeking out my own authentic season in hell [03:51.77] [03:52.62]Though it doesn't feel quite as pompous [03:57.50]At least not as I can [04:00.23]At least not as I can tell [04:03.39] [04:04.24]Seeking out my own authentic season in hell [04:11.55]Though it doesn't feel quite as caustic [04:16.22]At least not as I can [04:19.16]At least not as I can [04:21.89]At least not as I can tell
