What do I do to ignore them behind me? Do I follow my instincts blindly? Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening? Do I sit here and try to stand it? Or do I try to catch them red-handed? Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness? Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin I make the right moves but I'm lost within I put on my daily facade but then I just end up getting hurt again By myself (myself) I ask why, but in my mind I find I can't rely on myself (myself) I ask why, but in my mind I find I can't rely on myself I can't hold on To what I want when I'm stretched so thin It's all too much to take in I can't hold on To anything watching everything spin With thoughts of failure sinking in If I Turn my back I'm defenseless And to go blindly seems senseless If I hide my pride and let it all go on then they'll Take from me till everything is gone If I let them go I'll be outdone But if I try to catch them I'll be outrun If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer How do you think I've lost so much I'm so afraid I'm out of touch How do you expect I will know what to do When all I know is what you tell me to Don't you know I can't tell you how to make it go No matter what I do how hard I try I can't seem to convince myself why I'm stuck on the outside
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[00:04.50] [00:09.74]What do I do to ignore them behind me? [00:11.82]Do I follow my instincts blindly? [00:14.26]Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams [00:16.68]And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening? [00:18.88]Do I sit here and try to stand it? [00:21.05]Or do I try to catch them red-handed? [00:23.22]Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness [00:25.74]Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness? [00:28.20]Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin [00:30.42]I make the right moves but I'm lost within [00:32.79]I put on my daily facade but then [00:35.04]I just end up getting hurt again [01:24.56][00:37.33]By myself (myself) [01:26.51][00:39.31]I ask why, but in my mind I find [01:28.75][00:41.55]I can't rely on myself (myself) [01:31.20][00:44.00]I ask why, but in my mind I find [01:33.37][00:46.17]I can't rely on myself [02:49.18][02:30.73][01:35.15][00:47.78]I can't hold on [02:51.13][02:32.58][01:37.20][00:49.93]To what I want when I'm stretched so thin [02:53.92][02:35.31][01:39.74][00:52.22]It's all too much to take in [02:58.48][02:39.91][01:44.33][00:56.81]I can't hold on [03:00.71][02:41.83][01:46.21][00:59.01]To anything watching everything spin [03:03.09][02:44.64][01:49.02][01:01.55]With thoughts of failure sinking in [01:06.58]If I Turn my back I'm defenseless [01:08.80]And to go blindly seems senseless [01:10.97]If I hide my pride and let it all go on then they'll [01:13.92]Take from me till everything is gone [01:15.73]If I let them go I'll be outdone [01:17.90]But if I try to catch them I'll be outrun [01:20.22]If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer [01:22.34]Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer [01:53.82]How do you think I've lost so much [01:58.10]I'm so afraid I'm out of touch [02:02.78]How do you expect I will know what to do [02:07.18]When all I know is what you tell me to [02:20.96][02:11.42]Don't you know [02:22.06][02:12.89]I can't tell you how to make it go [02:24.23][02:14.96]No matter what I do how hard I try [02:26.61][02:17.53]I can't seem to convince myself why [02:28.80][02:19.63]I'm stuck on the outside [03:07.59] [03:08.51]****END****
