I think a lot about all the things that I have broken I look around at what remains, hoping If I turn away will I be submerged in regretting Or will I succeed in forgetting
For too long I've wanted a forbidden kiss to force me to decision Chaos of lust is unstoppable and I am made of pure destruction All epiphanies are false and my sweet words might never mean a thing But I vacillate between two choices and a third could break the swing
I will win either way I choose But either way I also lose I am adrift, I can't decide Whose desire to satisfy: his, yours or mine
Those who don't fear me want me In this city full of men Can I say no to them for you? Can I say no to you for them?
(August 2008)
I think a lot about all the things that I have broken I look around at what remains, hoping If I turn away will I be submerged in regretting Or will I succeed in forgetting
For too long I've wanted a forbidden kiss to force me to decision Chaos of lust is unstoppable and I am made of pure destruction All epiphanies are false and my sweet words might never mean a thing But I vacillate between two choices and a third could break the swing
I will win either way I choose But either way I also lose I am adrift, I can't decide Whose desire to satisfy: his, yours or mine
Those who don't fear me want me In this city full of men Can I say no to them for you? Can I say no to you for them?
