It's almost like you had it planned It's like you smiled and shook my hand and said "Hey, I'm about to screw you over, big time" What was I supposed to do? I was stuck in between you and a hard place We won't talk about the hard place But I don't blame you anymore That's too much pain to store It left me half dead Inside my head And boy, looking back I see I'm not the girl I used to be When I lost my mind It saved my life It's how you wanted it to be It's like you played a joke on me And I lost a friend In the end And I think that I cried for days But now that seems light years away And I'm never going back To who I was Cause I don't blame you anymore That's too much pain to store It left me half dead Inside my head And boy, looking back I see I'm not the girl I used to be When I lost my mind It saved my life I think that I cried for days But now that seems light years away And I'm never going back To who I was Cause I don't blame you anymore That's too much pain to store It left me half dead Inside my head And boy, looking back I see I'm not the girl I used to be When I lost my mind It saved my life That life seems like light years away Light years away And that life seems like light years away Light years away
[00:17.18]It's almost like you had it planned [00:20.47]It's like you smiled and shook my hand and said [00:24.32]"Hey, I'm about to screw you over, big time" [00:31.54]What was I supposed to do? [00:34.95]I was stuck in between you and a hard place [00:40.62]We won't talk about the hard place [00:47.36]But I don't blame you anymore [00:50.46]That's too much pain to store [00:53.72]It left me half dead [00:57.31]Inside my head [01:02.07]And boy, looking back I see [01:06.20]I'm not the girl I used to be [01:09.86]When I lost my mind [01:13.29]It saved my life [01:19.13]It's how you wanted it to be [01:22.45]It's like you played a joke on me [01:25.67]And I lost a friend [01:30.50]In the end [01:32.98]And I think that I cried for days [01:36.53]But now that seems light years away [01:39.82]And I'm never going back [01:44.95]To who I was [01:48.83]Cause I don't blame you anymore [01:51.76]That's too much pain to store [01:55.52]It left me half dead [01:59.25]Inside my head [02:03.95]And boy, looking back I see [02:08.02]I'm not the girl I used to be [02:11.47]When I lost my mind [02:14.96]It saved my life [02:45.95]I think that I cried for days [02:49.06]But now that seems light years away [02:52.05]And I'm never going back [02:57.59]To who I was [03:03.00]Cause I don't blame you anymore [03:05.98]That's too much pain to store [03:09.53]It left me half dead [03:13.19]Inside my head [03:17.95]And boy, looking back I see [03:21.99]I'm not the girl I used to be [03:25.62]When I lost my mind [03:29.03]It saved my life [03:37.43]That life seems like light years away [03:45.06]Light years away [03:50.36]And that life seems like light years away [04:01.07]Light years away
