There's times in my life where I just I just wanna run away, I just I just wish the pain would stop I don't wanna cry no more I wish the pain would go away Start a day, bad hands make it hard to deal Sometimes I wanna pull it, end it all with a bullet Hard to live life to the fullest with all this bulls**t Mad as ****, a n*gga had enough From Jump street, saw my father murder ******** Slain One shot took half of his brain, I recapture the pain Twenty-three years, three when it happened Twenty-six now, still I can't stop the tears Then my mood switch, thinkin about this sheisty chick Kinda funny cause they fake it when they callin you honey On your trick when they think a n*gga, might be rich That's when I s**t, cause I know you **** with me for my money Learned the hard way, ain't no correctin the grief Baby moms starts flexin', my so-called beef Don't give a **** if they marked me For Death like Steven Or relievin your breathin, long as I'm even 'fore I'm leavin Pain... I wish this pain, would go away(Talkin' about the kind of pain I'm in) I wish this pain, would go away(Just gets all up in your heart,and in your soul) I wish this pain, would go away(The kind of pain that makes you feel like you can't go on no more) I wish this pain, would go away(The kind of pain that I wouldn't wish on anyone) I can't relate to them cats who hold gats at the gate Is it my fate, am I that n*gga, that they love to hate Solely, slowly, cause I rock a Roley they want my brain gone Cause of a ****in' chain on? Migraine's on, now the pain's warm, I stagger And I'm hopin I don't know the cat with the dagger Penetratin my heart, rushed thoughts etched in grief To the City College deceased may you rest in peace To the families, I never meant to cause no pain I know the truth, but if you want, then I shoulder the blame Overcome at times by uncontrollable flames, and multiple pains Now it seems like I'm going insane For the love of you and Hip-Hop I expand the news But before my s**t drops, I stand accused Don't you think I wish we all was rich? One for all it's pain to see your people when they all can't ball The Pain.. I wish this pain, would go away I wish this pain, would go away(I don't wanna give no more pain) I wish this pain, would go away(I don't wanna receive no more pain) I wish this pain, would go away(God, please take the pain away) I can still hear the shots that left my man Big layin On my knees cryin and prayin, then I said "God why? Got to know how hard we try Don't let him die, please don't let my n*gga be dead" But it was too late, California sealed his fate Gone now, hard to move on now, **** making songs now Wish I could die, I could fly If they don't give a ****, **** it why should I? That's when Big spoke, pulled up in a glistening 3 With platinum wings and said, "Puff listen to me" He puts his hands on my head and said "I live through you Make hits continuous, this is what we do I know it might be strenous and times is hard Just keep the faith cause now we rhyme with God Plus you owe it to yourself and don't forget the kids" That's when I opened up my eyes and knew Bad Boy lives I wish this pain, would go away I wish this pain, would go away One day the pain is gonna stop(I wish this pain, would go away) One day there's gonna be no more pain(I wish this pain, would go away) I'm tellin you man Now don't let these mother****ers **** your s**t up dawg I don't give a **** WHO it is Don't let em **** yo' paper man, please Big Focus your mind man, do your albums, make them hot joints Man **** these n*ggaz man **** these ****** man And I'ma tell the same thing to you When you get your s**t done, watch your money, and Hopefully, I pray for you, you be the s**t And soon mother****ers start screaming your name out Like they screamin all these other, so-called hot n*ggaz Never take your eyes off that **** yo Try to get everything you can out of these mother****ers yo Ain't no guarantee they gonna love you next year... I wish this pain, would go away I wish this pain, would go away One day the pain is gonna stop(I wish this pain would go away) One day there's gonna be no more pain(I wish this pain, would go away) One day the pain is gonna stop (I wish this pain, would go away) One day there's gonna be no more pain
[00:02.308]There's times in my life where I just [00:17.642]I just wanna run away, I just [00:21.926]I just wish the pain would stop [00:26.117]I don't wanna cry no more [00:29.705]I wish the pain would go away [00:34.232]Start a day, bad hands make it hard to deal [00:36.660]Sometimes I wanna pull it, end it all with a bullet [00:39.486]Hard to live life to the fullest with all this bulls**t [00:42.707]Mad as ****, a n*gga had enough [00:44.880]From Jump street, saw my father murder ******** Slain [00:47.788]One shot took half of his brain, I recapture the pain [00:51.196]Twenty-three years, three when it happened [00:53.414]Twenty-six now, still I can't stop the tears [00:56.191]Then my mood switch, thinkin about this sheisty chick [00:58.944]Kinda funny cause they fake it when they callin you honey [01:01.700]On your trick when they think a n*gga, might be rich [01:04.556]That's when I s**t, cause I know you **** with me for my money [01:07.214]Learned the hard way, ain't no correctin the grief [01:10.169]Baby moms starts flexin', my so-called beef [01:12.869]Don't give a **** if they marked me For Death like Steven [01:15.725]Or relievin your breathin, long as I'm even 'fore I'm leavin [01:18.722]Pain... [01:19.858]I wish this pain, would go away(Talkin' about the kind of pain I'm in) [01:24.870]I wish this pain, would go away(Just gets all up in your heart,and in your soul) [01:30.709]I wish this pain, would go away(The kind of pain that makes you feel like you can't go on no more) [01:35.788]I wish this pain, would go away(The kind of pain that I wouldn't wish on anyone) [01:40.720]I can't relate to them cats who hold gats at the gate [01:43.561]Is it my fate, am I that n*gga, that they love to hate [01:46.277]Solely, slowly, cause I rock a Roley they want my brain gone [01:50.064]Cause of a ****in' chain on? [01:51.804]Migraine's on, now the pain's warm, I stagger [01:54.683]And I'm hopin I don't know the cat with the dagger [01:57.396]Penetratin my heart, rushed thoughts etched in grief [02:00.410]To the City College deceased may you rest in peace [02:03.014]To the families, I never meant to cause no pain [02:05.868]I know the truth, but if you want, then I shoulder the blame [02:08.787]Overcome at times by uncontrollable flames, and multiple pains [02:12.112]Now it seems like I'm going insane [02:14.205]For the love of you and Hip-Hop I expand the news [02:17.225]But before my s**t drops, I stand accused [02:19.920]Don't you think I wish we all was rich? [02:22.032]One for all it's pain to see your people when they all can't ball [02:25.676]The Pain.. [02:26.745]I wish this pain, would go away [02:30.017]I wish this pain, would go away(I don't wanna give no more pain) [02:38.026]I wish this pain, would go away(I don't wanna receive no more pain) [02:42.383]I wish this pain, would go away(God, please take the pain away) [02:47.969]I can still hear the shots that left my man Big layin [02:50.772]On my knees cryin and prayin, then I said [02:53.659]"God why? Got to know how hard we try [02:56.192]Don't let him die, please don't let my n*gga be dead" [02:58.926]But it was too late, California sealed his fate [03:01.926]Gone now, hard to move on now, **** making songs now [03:05.388]Wish I could die, I could fly [03:07.505]If they don't give a ****, **** it why should I? [03:10.237]That's when Big spoke, pulled up in a glistening 3 [03:12.934]With platinum wings and said, "Puff listen to me" [03:15.630]He puts his hands on my head and said "I live through you [03:18.410]Make hits continuous, this is what we do [03:21.219]I know it might be strenous and times is hard [03:23.994]Just keep the faith cause now we rhyme with God [03:26.995]Plus you owe it to yourself and don't forget the kids" [03:29.734]That's when I opened up my eyes and knew Bad Boy lives [03:32.849]I wish this pain, would go away [03:38.087]I wish this pain, would go away [03:44.006]One day the pain is gonna stop(I wish this pain, would go away) [03:49.345]One day there's gonna be no more pain(I wish this pain, would go away) [03:54.569]I'm tellin you man [03:55.383]Now don't let these mother****ers **** your s**t up dawg [03:57.298]I don't give a **** WHO it is [03:59.196]Don't let em **** yo' paper man, please Big [04:03.333]Focus your mind man, do your albums, make them hot joints [04:07.944]Man **** these n*ggaz man [04:09.538]**** these ****** man [04:12.139]And I'ma tell the same thing to you [04:13.996]When you get your s**t done, watch your money, and [04:18.342]Hopefully, I pray for you, you be the s**t [04:21.745]And soon mother****ers start screaming your name out [04:24.678]Like they screamin all these other, so-called hot n*ggaz [04:27.709]Never take your eyes off that **** yo [04:30.236]Try to get everything you can out of these mother****ers yo [04:32.875]Ain't no guarantee they gonna love you next year... [04:34.899]I wish this pain, would go away [04:39.649]I wish this pain, would go away [04:45.179]One day the pain is gonna stop(I wish this pain would go away) [04:50.829]One day there's gonna be no more pain(I wish this pain, would go away) [04:56.489]One day the pain is gonna stop (I wish this pain, would go away) [05:02.756]One day there's gonna be no more pain
