[00:19.00]This is what I said to myself in a deep dream:
[00:23.00]There's a relief that belief is all inside of me,
[00:26.00]and it's not trying to seep,
[00:27.60]but it will bleed a brief shred of grief followed by a chase to break free.
[00:31.70]As I chase this crippling desire to understand the fire inside your eyes,
[00:36.00]with time I'll try to realize that you're the love I need.
[00:41.30]But then I find this hope inside, when I finally cross these wires.
[00:46.00]Not so that I die but so my brain will fry, so I will be dulled down enough to believe your lies.
[00:51.00]When you cross the t's and dot the i's, and I'll believe you,
[00:54.00]because I could see through the rescue and saw a familiar bleak view,
[00:58.90]when I broke my neck to see over the fence, just to see how green the grass on the other side is.
[01:06.00]But i know good and well these self-help, pity party depths of hell,
[01:11.00]chasing a burning desire like whisky down your throat,
[01:14.50]drowning out the fact the facts are in it and you still gonna say no.
[01:18.80]But I can't let go because this echoing promise of hope
[01:23.00]is deep inside of this confusion with me, I know.
[01:26.00]but soon I will let go, and I will do what I can to let love take control.
[01:32.60]I will do what I can to let this love take control.
[01:39.00]Cause confusion of who you need me to be has stricken me,
[01:42.80]but Love has no weapons, and Love is never fighting,
[01:46.30]so darling why are we
[01:49.30]when love was the original intention of this home we built in our sleep?
[01:58.00]Every night I lie awake,
[02:01.00]and I know my heart will break,
[02:06.80]but what hurts the most is knowing,
[02:11.00]knowing it's happening to you.
[02:14.50]Every night I lie awake,
[02:18.50]and I know my heart will break,
[02:23.80]but what hurts the most is knowing,
[02:28.80]knowing it's happening to you.