[00:19.00]This is what I said to myself in a deep dream: [00:23.00]There's a relief that belief is all inside of me, [00:26.00]and it's not trying to seep, [00:27.60]but it will bleed a brief shred of grief followed by a chase to break free. [00:31.70]As I chase this crippling desire to understand the fire inside your eyes, [00:36.00]with time I'll try to realize that you're the love I need. [00:41.30]But then I find this hope inside, when I finally cross these wires. [00:46.00]Not so that I die but so my brain will fry, so I will be dulled down enough to believe your lies. [00:51.00]When you cross the t's and dot the i's, and I'll believe you, [00:54.00]because I could see through the rescue and saw a familiar bleak view, [00:58.90]when I broke my neck to see over the fence, just to see how green the grass on the other side is. [01:06.00]But i know good and well these self-help, pity party depths of hell, [01:11.00]chasing a burning desire like whisky down your throat, [01:14.50]drowning out the fact the facts are in it and you still gonna say no. [01:18.80]But I can't let go because this echoing promise of hope [01:23.00]is deep inside of this confusion with me, I know. [01:26.00]but soon I will let go, and I will do what I can to let love take control. [01:32.60]I will do what I can to let this love take control. [01:39.00]Cause confusion of who you need me to be has stricken me, [01:42.80]but Love has no weapons, and Love is never fighting, [01:46.30]so darling why are we [01:49.30]when love was the original intention of this home we built in our sleep? [01:58.00]Every night I lie awake, [02:01.00]and I know my heart will break, [02:06.80]but what hurts the most is knowing, [02:11.00]knowing it's happening to you. [02:14.50]Every night I lie awake, [02:18.50]and I know my heart will break, [02:23.80]but what hurts the most is knowing, [02:28.80]knowing it's happening to you.