[00:00.000] 作词 : Anja Gmür/James Conway Ellis [00:00.000] 作曲 : Anja Gmür/James Conway Ellis [00:00.000]It's my birthday [00:03.876]But I don't feel happy [00:07.924]Forget what the word means [00:11.986]You know what it's like... [00:15.859]No end to the night when [00:20.175]I won't let the light in [00:24.217]Feels like I'm driving drunk most of the time [00:33.325]I stare at the wall till they cave in [00:37.421]And never call anyone back [00:41.526]'Cause I know that I'm not worth saving [00:45.578]And who wants to talk about that [00:49.397]It's my birthday [00:52.468]So I'll drink to my heartache [00:56.951]I know it's the worst way [01:01.131]To leave it behind [01:05.235]If I'm being honest [01:09.350]It's not what I wanted [01:13.427]Feels like it's all too much most of the time [01:22.598]I stare at the wall till they cave in [01:26.745]And never call anyone back [01:30.778]'Cause I know that I'm not worth saving [01:34.862]And who wants to talk about that [01:38.943]I'm always afraid when there's no one around [01:42.606]But I can't see my friends 'cause I'm bringing them down [01:46.609]Now I'm closing the door [01:48.663]and I'll shut them all out [01:51.033]So they don't ask me why I'm not better by now [01:54.688]It's my birthday [01:58.082]And I'm hoping the window breaks [02:02.566]To steal my reflection [02:06.617]To show me outside [02:10.858]Sometimes I wonder [02:14.924]If I'll ever love her [02:19.028]Feels like she's all I've got most of the time [02:28.118]Funny how all that I want is to leave her behind