[00:00.00] 作词 : Todd Clark/Chaz McKinney
[00:01.00] 作曲 : Todd Clark/Chaz McKinney
[00:04.95]18 with a hammer at my senior prom
[00:07.54]Ripping couches in the basement of a country club
[00:10.04]That was my first panic attack
[00:13.04]I knew couldn’t get my youth all back
[00:15.52]I got a temper from my old man, used to black out
[00:18.40]Then I started drinking liquor til my cash ran down
[00:21.07]I was living in the house with the band
[00:23.44]Couldn’t pay rent, couldn’t keep a job, didn’t have a plan
[00:26.75]Some days, man I’ve got it all together
[00:29.38]Most days though I’m just trying to get better
[00:32.88]Everybody’s got that something
[00:36.03]We can’t fix with love or money
[00:43.98]Even when it pulls me under
[00:46.62]Get so high that it just seems funny
[00:54.30]How many times can I fake it
[00:56.92]Before it breaks me, I’m not okay
[01:01.13]I’m not okay
[01:05.07]I’m not okay
[01:05.31]23 and skipping obligations
[01:07.54]For some fake crush when I start to lose my patience
[01:10.29]I get stoned on going too fast
[01:13.53]And what a rush when we finally crash
[01:15.68]I know a little bit more now than I used to
[01:18.30]But at the cost I payed, I’m pretty sure I got screwed
[01:20.97]I spent a few nights sleeping in my car
[01:23.94]Took it too far a couple times getting kicked out of the bar
[01:27.00]Some days, man I’ve got it all together
[01:29.38]Most days though I’m just trying to get better
[01:33.04]Everybody’s got that something
[01:35.88]We can’t fix with love or money
[01:43.96]Even when it pulls me under
[01:46.60]Get so high that it just seems funny
[01:53.97]How many times can I fake it
[01:56.74]Before it breaks me, I’m not okay
[02:01.11]I’m not okay
[02:03.71]I’m not o- okay okay okay okay
[02:16.26]Maybe when 50 I’ll figure it out
[02:18.46]Get my shit put together in a nice clean house
[02:22.09]Maybe that’s a pipe dream
[02:27.68]Everybody’s got that something we can’t fix with love or money
[02:38.47]Even when it pulls me under
[02:41.32]Get so high that it just seems funny
[02:48.71]How many times can I fake it
[02:51.33]Before it breaks me, I’m not okay
[02:55.69]I’m not okay
[02:59.50]Everyone feels like they’re crazy
[03:02.32]Why can’t I say it? I’m not okay
[03:06.84]I’m not okay
[03:08.80]I’m not okay