[00:00.000] 作词 : LVyuhen999
[00:01.000] 作曲 : LVyuhen999
[00:14.265]Woke up at eleven found messages on my phone
[00:20.129]Seroquel is working take me to another zone
[00:26.201]passive verbal slander they warn me to watch my tongue
[00:31.561]Fretful
[00:34.547]And numb
[00:38.262]lorazepam made me felling I finnally home
[00:44.235]nicotine's killing me burry me in no long
[00:50.263]mama told me I should really leave the drugs alone
[00:55.191]I know
[00:58.462]but I can’t do it right now
[01:02.342]我妈说我总是太极端我深以为然
[01:04.910]可当她关键时刻警告我却总觉得烦
[01:07.943]失去机会太多我的心已不起波澜
[01:10.691]只好再还得深吸一口
[01:12.431]我的肺在痉挛
[01:14.098]她在我走投无路时为我开拓新的道路在我情绪崩溃时安静把我抱住
[01:19.973]她的照顾如此温柔重要把我生命罩住
[01:22.777]我只希望提升能力将来可以把她保护
[01:25.877]可我沉不住气
[01:27.738]了解她为我承受的痛苦只想报复
[01:29.862]可我学习不好
[01:31.410]即使考上了名校也很难实现自己的抱负
[01:34.130]她告诉我 别给自己加码放下心上没用的包袱
[01:38.226]我点头答应 转身又被负面情绪套住
[01:41.090]我童年时说的话还能否算数
[01:44.075]我说将来我想暴富 让我妈不要那么辛苦
[01:47.272]看着她买给我满墙的球鞋和名牌衣服
[01:50.260]我去杭州到西安都能在她给我的家里住
[01:53.319]对不起妈妈 我的生活不会再需要督促
[01:57.116]对不起妈妈 我可能还是需要那些药物
[02:00.467]对不起妈妈 很多心里话我还是没有对你袒露
[02:04.821]对不起妈妈 我不会再随便发怒
[02:08.101]对不起妈妈 我没有尽好儿子的义务
[02:11.284]但请相信我妈妈 我会回消息的 不论我多忙碌
[02:15.555]相信我妈妈 我的生命已经更加牢固
[02:18.894]相信我妈妈 我已迈步 向未来奔赴
[02:22.605]相信我妈妈 你的付出不会再被辜负
[02:26.258]as i trun the corner
[02:27.656]devil on my shoulder
[02:29.192]he said I should stay here
[02:30.699]but I could be better
[02:32.151]i konw i cuold be better
[02:33.600]i refuse to be there
[02:35.113]l found peace in no where
[02:36.588]i ve wap up my tear
[02:38.166]i may be a rockstar
[02:39.759]i may smoke in my car
[02:41.137]i may healing my scars
[02:42.643]am i gifted in art
[02:44.128]i may blame that were so hard
[02:47.132]i shall let go of past
[02:49.653]i shall ready to start