[00:00.00] 词 Lyricist : EMM
[00:01.00] 曲 Composer : French Original
[00:02.00] 编曲 Arranger : French Original
[00:03.00] 混音师 Mixing Engineer : JJ CATALYST
[00:04.00] 母带 Mastering : JOHN BERLIN
[00:05.00] OP/SP : 青风音乐Cheerful Music
[00:06.00] 「未经授权不得翻唱或使用」
[00:08.35]I am wide awake
[00:10.90]Staring at your face and
[00:13.39]I'm wondering if you're safe
[00:14.60]I'm wondering if it's fake
[00:15.60]And my heart is racing
[00:17.56]Afraid of what you hide
[00:19.54]Afraid of ways you lie and
[00:21.76]Afraid of what I'll find
[00:23.17]Afraid I'll spend my life
[00:24.19]Crying when I'm smiling
[00:25.37]Can't tell if I love you or
[00:27.50]I'm sleeping with the enemy
[00:29.58]Some days I can't tell my intuition
[00:32.32]From anxiety
[00:33.74]I'm too scared to tell you
[00:35.51]Cause what if you get fed up and leave
[00:37.94]Some days I can't tell my paranoia
[00:41.00]From PTSD
[00:42.44]PTSD PTSD
[00:46.70]Some days I can't tell my paranoia
[00:49.38]From PTSD
[00:50.96]PTSD PTSD
[00:55.26]Some days I can't tell my paranoia
[00:58.10]From PTSD
[01:00.63]I'm good I'm good okay?
[01:02.54]My armor's suffocating
[01:04.83]I guess it comes in waves
[01:06.00]I get used to the ache
[01:06.98]But it's asphyxiating
[01:08.32]Can't tell if I love you
[01:09.84]Or I'm sleeping with the enemy
[01:12.36]Some days I can't tell my intuition
[01:15.10]From anxiety
[01:16.68]I'm too scared to tell you
[01:18.47]Cause what if you get fed up and leave
[01:20.93]Some days I can't tell my paranoia
[01:23.80]From PTSD
[01:25.24]PTSD PTSD
[01:29.60]Some days I can't tell my paranoia
[01:32.32]From PTSD
[01:33.87]PTSD PTSD
[01:37.98]Some days I can't tell my paranoia
[01:40.88]From PTSD
[01:42.72]I'm just a sad girl
[01:44.49]Stacking up my money
[01:46.58]I'm doing big things cause
[01:48.78]My mama didn't want me
[01:50.71]I try to be a sain
[01:52.56]So I'm worthy of affection
[01:55.04]But I'm still afraid
[01:56.84]Cause love is a murder weapon
[01:59.46]Some days I get so damn lonely
[02:03.49]Cause everybody's fake
[02:07.87]I trust the only one who knows me
[02:11.94]Cause no one else feels safe
[02:16.75]PTSD PTSD
[02:20.99]Some days I can't tell my paranoia
[02:23.77]From PTSD
[02:25.32]PTSD PTSD
[02:29.62]Some days I can't tell my paranoia
[02:32.42]From PTSD
[02:33.86]I'm just a sad girl
[02:35.86]Stacking up my money
[02:37.82]I'm doing big things cause
[02:40.12]My mama didn't want me
[02:42.18]I try to be a saint
[02:44.07]So I'm worthy of affection
[02:46.26]But I'm still afraid
[02:48.30]Cause love is a murder weapon