[00:00.000] 作词 : Ikki [00:01.000] 作曲 : Ikki [00:02.000] 编曲 : 金桔0RANG3 [00:04.185]监制Executive Producer:王晓夫/Lennox子昂 [00:05.541]录音Recorded by:金桔0RANG3 [00:06.958]混音Mixed by:Sako8 [00:08.412]母带Mastered by:Sako8 [00:09.800]唱片统筹A&R:张馨元 [00:11.216]出品Presented by:Global Savage Generation(GSG) [00:21.909]说实话这种感觉我早已经习惯 [00:24.420]我终于学会面带微笑说着那些遗憾 [00:27.302]下午买了一包利群晚上只剩一半 [00:30.045]我点根抽了一半风替我抽了一半 [00:32.767]可能抽了太多感觉快被堵住呼吸 [00:35.756]从十六岁的第一根起我不再是good kid [00:38.518]说自己是璞玉暗自赌气要有出息 [00:41.118]现在回想那时陌生又熟悉我时常出戏 [00:44.618]反应不过来的是太多的变化 [00:46.971]我咬碎的牙齿只能选择含泪咽下 [00:49.849]不值钱的自尊心被掏出反复践踏 [00:52.653]爱过的女孩没回过消息不接电话 [00:55.450]回忆总把我煸炒 [00:56.882]配料里我是边角 [00:58.181]我怕明天会死去 [00:59.540]提前把遗嘱都签好 [01:01.200]黑夜白昼被颠倒 [01:02.562]在录音棚里发烂 [01:03.957]口袋里的碎烟草 [01:05.142]是生活里的花瓣 [01:06.609]我还我还抽着利群烟 [01:08.478]觅寻在碧云间 [01:09.875]任周围一群贱 [01:11.328]人在边意*边 [01:12.719]说的美其名曰 [01:14.219]兄弟毋滥宁缺 [01:15.705]思绪跟着吐的云 [01:16.920]飘回到第零天 [01:18.446]还抽着利群烟 [01:19.881]觅寻在碧云间 [01:21.298]我说我欲行千 [01:22.678]里要游历寻仙 [01:24.034]路上不必停歇 [01:25.494]哪怕无意凝噎 [01:27.005]思绪跟着吐的云 [01:28.222]飘回到第零天 [01:29.850]我放慢了脚步会变的感性 [01:32.352]也会想要断却逃不掉截断反应 [01:35.131]我感叹着竟习惯了烟和酒手里来回串着 [01:38.329]我把这归罪于孤独是传染病 [01:40.778]陪伴我那么多年 [01:42.058]我想我无须多言 [01:43.450]烟头被撵在桌沿 [01:44.919]思绪被卷进涡旋 [01:46.308]我以为早忘记的脸 [01:47.614]又出现在了昨晚上的梦 [01:49.612]怪我总是犯贱 [01:50.787]总是好了伤疤忘了痛 [01:52.271]man what the f**k [01:53.262]过了这么多年还是情不自已 [01:55.299]what the f**k [01:56.042]想起离开家对镜子里的自己 [01:58.083]说的话 [01:58.804]从想明白的那天起 [01:59.991]再也没流过泪 [02:01.094]回头看镜子里的我 [02:02.449]早**全都破碎 [02:03.971]我听不见他着急的声音 [02:06.225]眼睛被熄灭像燃尽的灯芯 [02:08.980]我只能一股劲用尼古丁 [02:10.766]去经常性的止痛 [02:12.278]记不清何时被冷不丁 [02:13.639]的熏黄进了指缝 [02:14.371]我还我还抽着利群烟 [02:16.284]觅寻在碧云间 [02:17.703]任周围一群贱 [02:19.089]人在边意*边 [02:20.517]说的美其名曰 [02:21.950]兄弟毋滥宁缺 [02:23.402]思绪跟着吐的云 [02:24.758]飘回到第零天 [02:26.137]还抽着利群烟 [02:27.620]觅寻在碧云间 [02:28.990]我说我欲行千 [02:30.381]里要游历寻仙 [02:31.793]路上不必停歇 [02:33.181]哪怕无意凝噎 [02:34.828]思绪跟着吐的云 [02:35.982]飘回到第零天 [02:37.860]我点了最后一根 [02:39.179]我眼泪溅了一身 [02:40.459]痛苦细分 [02:41.374]成三六九等每天都在递增 [02:43.493]我一声不吭 [02:44.595]哪怕我一分不挣 [02:46.111]晚上那包利群 [02:47.167]到了凌晨一根不剩 [02:48.801]我不信上帝我只信自己双手 [02:51.410]肺里乌烟瘴气心里全都是伤口 [02:54.118]要熬过黎明前的漫漫长夜 [02:56.003]可能还要多受点伤 [02:57.624]看着最后那缕烟随晚风 [02:59.600]去了远方 [03:00.429]我去***烟抽多了伤肺 [03:02.769]没有它的陪伴我和空虚针锋相对 [03:05.606]尤其到了夜晚孤独感翻双倍 [03:07.975]好吧我知道这样不好只是揣着明白装睡 [03:11.150]生活开我玩笑我笑着当恶作剧 [03:14.000]与其说是灰尘更像秋天的落絮 [03:16.836]每根都是毒药幸好有烟嘴过滤 [03:19.659]每根都是解药落的烟灰都是过去 [03:22.185]我还我还抽着利群烟 [03:24.054]觅寻在碧云间 [03:25.471]任周围一群贱 [03:26.847]人在边意*边 [03:28.283]说的美其名曰 [03:29.704]兄弟毋滥宁缺 [03:31.228]思绪跟着吐的云 [03:32.497]飘回到第零天 [03:33.961]还抽着利群烟 [03:35.386]觅寻在碧云间 [03:36.804]我说我欲行千 [03:38.127]里要游历寻仙 [03:39.566]路上不必停歇 [03:41.018]哪怕无意凝噎 [03:42.620]思绪跟着吐的云 [03:43.788]飘回到第零天