[00:00.00] 作词 : Lydia Ford/Sam Stevenson
[00:01.00] 作曲 : Lydia Ford/Sam Stevenson
[00:09.21]I can’t  concentrate ‘cause my mind  paralysed and I’m stuck in the middle,
[00:17.94]I try to compensate by collecting trophies but I’m  still so fickle,
[00:25.68]I’m so scared to be  just one person,
[00:29.94]So I split myself  into different versions
[00:34.62]Now I don't know how to unwind,
[00:38.91]The wheels keep spinning in my mind.
[00:43.29]And I can never admit  that it’s all
[00:47.76]Emotionally unavailable  bullshit,
[00:52.14]And I can never explain,
[00:55.80]Why I try so hard just to feel the  same.
[01:01.56]I can’t concentrate ‘cause I’m stuck worrying about money and the future,
[01:10.32]I’m making moves now  but if im not a winner then  i'm just a loser,
[01:18.03]I’m so scared of  getting what I want,
[01:22.05]That I play if off  so nonchalant,
[01:26.43]Now  I don’t know how how to unwind,
[01:31.26]The wheels keep spinning in my mind.
[01:35.67]And I can never admit  that it’s all
[01:40.11]Emotionally unavailable  bullshit,
[01:44.52]And I can never explain,
[01:48.18]Why I try so hard just to feel the  same.
[02:02.07]I wish I  could be  fulfilled and  happy
[02:10.29]With what I have right now
[02:14.61]no more fear of missing  out
[02:18.81]It’s so out of reach,
[02:20.85]Keep it all to myself
[02:23.19]Another casualty  of my own mental health
[02:27.51]Maybe i'm  too far gone to read signs
[02:32.34]The wheels keep spinning in my mind
[02:37.02]I wish I  could be fulfilled  and  happy
[02:45.21]With what I have right now
[02:49.56]no more fear of missing out
[02:53.52]It’s so out of reach,
[02:55.77]Keep it all to myself
[02:58.14]Another casualty  of my own mental health
[03:02.46]Maybe i'm  too far gone to read signs
[03:07.29]The wheels keep spinning in my mind
[03:11.67]The wheels keep spinning in my mind,
[03:15.96]The wheels keep spinning.