[00:00.000] 作词 : Ekoh
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Ekoh
[00:10.354]Maybe I just wanna be numb
[00:13.117]Wanna be numb, wanna be numb
[00:16.632]And maybe I just wanna be numb
[00:19.648]Wanna be numb, wanna be numb
[00:22.923]And maybe I don't wanna be loved
[00:26.190]Wanna be loved, wanna be loved
[00:29.705]And maybe I just wanna be numb
[00:32.719]Wanna be numb, wanna be numb
[00:36.232]And maybe I just wanna be
[00:38.741]In a different life, a different world, a different page
[00:42.007]With a different mind, a different name
[00:44.269]'Cause all these bad days turn to bad weeks
[00:46.535]And the bad weeks turn to bad months
[00:48.286]And the bad thoughts got you on edge of the rooftop
[00:50.553]But you can't jump, just stuck, yeah
[00:52.573]None of my friends are feelin the same, they're so blessed
[00:54.830]And happy in their skin, but I'm just so uncomfortable in mine
[00:57.852]I'm probably just wound too tight, but look
[00:59.851]Take your pick, what you prefer?
[01:01.365]Broken bones, or broken hearts, or broken homes
[01:03.875]Don't know what's worse
[01:04.627]So let me sink
[01:05.380]Or put me on too many pills to let me think
[01:07.892]I'm fallin' in, another night alone with all these songs again
[01:10.905]Just waiting for the storm to pass
[01:12.420]Wait until the seasons change 'cause life is what you make it
[01:15.683]But I think that's just things they say
[01:17.685]And I don't have a chance, so what's the point to run?
[01:20.448]I used to think I wanted out, but
[01:22.716]Maybe I just wanna be numb
[01:24.726]Wanna be numb, wanna be numb
[01:27.989]And maybe I just wanna be numb
[01:31.249]Wanna be numb, wanna be numb
[01:34.514]And maybe I don't wanna be loved
[01:37.526]Wanna be loved, wanna be loved
[01:41.043]And maybe I just wanna be numb
[01:44.070]Wanna be numb, wanna be numb
[01:47.836]And maybe I just wanna be
[01:49.845]Locked in my room
[01:51.599]Anything take me away from reality
[01:53.358]They said you gotta take bad with the good
[01:54.864]But I guess that I'm not very good at the balancing
[01:56.623]Lookin' around at these people, so easily
[01:58.128]Dealing with life on a practical level like
[01:59.887]Why the f**k can't I just learn to be normal?
[02:01.391]And really what's normal, like what's it resemble?
[02:03.150]A waste of potential, they think that I'm hopeless
[02:04.913]And I'm just surprised there's someone that noticed me
[02:06.418]Out of the fire the heart is still broken
[02:07.683]I'm so f**kin' tired of everyone knowing it
[02:09.685]Holdin' in all of these feelings until I'm about to explode and spend
[02:12.449]Every moment just counting the seconds until I'm back alone
[02:15.466]I just keep waiting for the storm to pass
[02:17.732]Wait until the seasons change 'cause life is what you make it
[02:20.744]But I think that's just things they say
[02:22.753]And I don't have a chance, so what's the point to run?
[02:25.271]I used to think I wanted out, but
[02:27.523]Maybe I just wanna be numb
[02:29.780]Wanna be numb, wanna be numb
[02:33.044]And maybe I just wanna be numb
[02:36.059]Wanna be numb, wanna be numb
[02:39.334]And maybe I don't wanna be loved
[02:42.597]Wanna be loved, wanna be loved
[02:46.115]And maybe I just wanna be numb
[02:48.877]Wanna be numb, wanna be numb
[02:52.890]And maybe I just wanna be
[03:00.178](Maybe I just wanna be)
[03:06.449](Maybe I just wanna be numb)
[03:08.467](Wanna be numb, wanna be numb)
[03:11.980](Maybe I just wanna be numb)
[03:14.994](Wanna be numb, wanna be numb)
[03:18.759]And maybe I just wanna be numb
[03:21.520]Wanna be numb, wanna be numb
[03:25.284]And maybe I just wanna be numb
[03:28.813]Wanna be numb, wanna be numb
[03:31.574]And maybe I don't wanna be loved
[03:35.087]Wanna be loved, wanna be loved
[03:38.101]Maybe I just wanna be numb
[03:40.863]Wanna be numb, wanna be numb
[03:44.878]And maybe I just wanna be