[00:00.00] 作曲 : Julia Alexandra Mueller [00:00.33]I'm on the bathroom floor [00:02.91]My mom's first aid kit in my hands [00:07.05]Wish you'd come stitch me up [00:09.78]But first let me feel it just enough [00:13.77]A hundred prayers couldn't save me [00:16.95]From the person I've become [00:20.67]I don't know why you don't miss me [00:24.09]I don't know what made you run [00:26.76]Oh jesus christ [00:29.25]I'm so sad all the time [00:33.81]I don't believe in God anymore [00:37.17]He wouldn't let me hurt like this [00:40.53]Oh jesus christ [00:42.90]I'm so sad all the time [00:47.43]I don't believe in God anymore [00:50.88]He wouldn't let me bleed out on the bathroom floor [00:54.54]Would you take care of my broken body [00:58.41]If I told you you destroyed it [01:01.80]Some days these memories will haunt me [01:05.10]But now I'm not strong enough to fight it [01:08.25]Hope you'll pick the prettiest flower [01:12.21]And plant it by my grave stone [01:15.69]Maybe it will grow in summer [01:19.14]And I won't be so alone [01:21.66]Oh jesus christ [01:24.03]I'm so sad all the time [01:28.68]I don't believe in God anymore [01:32.01]He wouldn't let me hurt like this [01:35.37]Oh jesus christ [01:37.77]I'm so sad all the time [01:42.33]I don't believe in God anymore [01:45.75]He wouldn't let me bleed out on the bathroom floor [01:51.18]I'll put a thousand bandaids [01:56.13]On all of my mistakes [02:04.80]Down on my knees and I pray [02:11.64]For some better days [02:16.50]Oh jesus christ [02:18.90]I'm so sad all the time [02:23.64]I don't believe in God anymore [02:26.88]He wouldn't let me hurt like this [02:30.21]Oh jesus christ [02:32.64]I'm so sad all the time [02:37.17]I don't believe in God anymore [02:40.59]He wouldn't let me bleed out on the bathroom floor