[00:00.000] 作词 : Bryanna Noelle Sebring [00:00.543] 作曲 : Bryanna Noelle Sebring [00:01.087]You say you hate me? [00:03.598]Well, I bet I hate myself more [00:05.606]Your comments don't phase me [00:08.368]And death threats aren't my worst problem anymore [00:11.129]The thoughts subsides [00:13.137]I'm able to push through for one night more [00:16.150]But suicide is creeping up on my back door [00:21.168]I'm able to ignore it at first until I just can't anymore [00:25.687]This feels like bad karma, or a curse sent straight to my core [00:31.214]I soaked the floorboards, they're rotting [00:34.227]Can't stand the smell anymore (can't stand the smell anymore) [00:40.850]I'm making out with death [00:42.859]Every day I'm isolated [00:45.370]Is another baby step [00:48.132]To full-on seduction [00:50.894]The way my walls cave in [00:52.902]Would make you think this house is haunted [00:55.410]And the toothpaste stains on my shirt [00:58.172]Would make you think that I had brushed them [01:00.932]My teenage years are meaningless [01:02.941]For God's sake, we're living in the apocalypse [01:05.453]And I can't go outside [01:07.970]Without thinking I could die [01:10.733]My formative years are wasted [01:12.992]Even if the president won't face it [01:15.496]And the end keeps creeping closer, I can taste it [01:21.813]I've been fighting illness [01:23.821]Since I was about eight years old [01:26.584]But it's not physical, baby [01:28.593](It's a hundred percent mental, ahh} [01:31.668]Sometimes I think I would rather catch the virus itself [01:36.185]Than leave my emotional health to rot on the shelf [01:41.458]I'm making out with death [01:43.718]Every day I'm isolated [01:45.979]Is another baby step [01:48.490]To full-on seduction [01:51.501]The way my walls cave in [01:53.761]Would make you think this house is haunted [01:56.021]And the toothpaste stains on my shirt [01:58.533]Would make you think that I had brushed them [02:01.549]My teenage years are meaningless [02:03.558]For God's sake, we're living in the apocalypse [02:06.319]And I can't go outside [02:08.831]Without thinking I could die [02:11.341]My formative years are wasted [02:13.602]Even if the president won't face it [02:16.364]And the end keeps creeping closer, I can taste it [02:21.887]My bones are dry, my lungs are weak [02:23.896]But my brain is dead, would I feel a thing? [02:26.658]My bones are dry, my lungs are weak [02:28.917]But my brain is dead, would I feel a thing? [02:31.426]My bones are dry, my lungs are weak [02:33.937]But my brain is dead, would I feel a thing? [02:36.447]My bones are dry, my lungs are weak [02:38.958]But my brain is dead, would I feel a thing? [02:41.720]My bones are dry, my lungs are weak [02:43.980]But my brain is dead, would I feel a thing? [02:46.742]My bones are dry, my lungs are weak [02:49.253]But my brain is dead, would I feel a thing? [02:51.762]My bones are dry, my lungs are weak [02:54.272]But my brain is dead, would I feel a thing? [02:56.780]My bones are dry, my lungs are weak [02:59.291]But my brain is dead, would I feel a thing? [03:04.593]My bones are dry, my lungs are weak [03:05.848]But my brain is dead, would I feel a thing? [03:07.354]My bones are dry, my lungs are weak [03:09.613]But my brain is dead, would I feel a thing? [03:12.125]My bones are dry, my lungs are weak [03:14.387]But my brain is dead, would I feel a thing? [03:16.899]My bones are dry, my lungs are weak [03:19.408]But my brain is dead, would I feel a thing?