[00:00.000] 作曲 : Aristos Petrou/Scott Arceneaux Jr.
[00:40.386] I was running up the dope before the dough, you can check the records
[00:44.750] Ever since I got conscious, dying was obvious, counting down the seconds
[00:48.759] I was left with no options, snorting Oxys off a Smith & Wesson
[00:52.836] Body filled with narcotics, **** the optics, bitch, next question
[00:56.882] Smoking like I been stressing
[00:58.613] Hoes trying to read me, leave 'em dyslexic
[01:01.004] Get this weight off my chest like I'm bench pressing, I'm big stepping
[01:05.007] Jordan Clarkson with the Narcan
[01:07.023] I shoot for 30, and that's with my off hand
[01:09.130] Walk in, they like, "Who let the dogs in?"
[01:11.153] Kill myself 'fore I let an opp win
[01:14.171] Bitches begging me to get toxic, okay, let me go and pour a cup
[01:18.203] Mom and Dad would if they could, I ain't even mad they ain't showing up
[01:22.347] Thinking 'bout it got me choking up
[01:24.286] If I love her, time to blow it up
[01:26.371] Pop on some percs till I'm throwing up
[01:28.251] Then refresh on X like I'm scrolling up
[01:30.965] Yeah, I got some wounds that ain't closing up
[01:33.481] Cuts on my body, no toning up
[01:35.468] Ghost that there ain't no disposing of
[01:37.948] Yeah, aye
[01:39.463] Emotionless, but the dose is up
[01:41.576] **** affection, I don't cozy up
[01:43.553] You in my house and that's close enough
[01:45.669] I got problems with trust, I got problems with lust
[01:48.750] Bitch, that's powder, not dust
[01:50.314] Whole gang brain ****ed, G59, we the cult
[01:53.261] They ain't nothing like us, they say "Huh," I say "What"
[01:56.367] I drank Tuss, they drink nut, they all pussies, get touched
[01:59.432] Turn a opp to a slut, turn his block to a blunt
[02:02.491] Watch my dog, he got flushed looking at his first dead body
[02:05.967] Life too painful and the game will change you
[02:08.132] Have you saying, "**** everybody"
[02:09.879] Don't give a **** what they hear about me
[02:11.847] Got a couple killers, including Dre, around me
[02:13.928] Better think twice 'fore you play 'round me
[02:15.916] More guns on me than a red county
[02:18.254] Copped the Porsche 911, now I'm gettin' randomly selected
[02:22.300] Searched for drugs and bombs and weapons, wait a second, no need for aggression
[02:26.363] Just a common misconception, bettin' that they'll threaten my profession
[02:30.384] Their perception of who I am won't make me question who I am, damn
[02:34.473] Rose gold and morganite lookin' like a suicidal gesture
[02:38.558] Knocked her ex-boyfriend the **** out just so I could impress her
[02:42.599] Just so I could undress her
[02:44.620] Now I'm paying for the fall semester
[02:46.661] Told her to call me professor, after winter break I'ma hand her off to my successor
[02:50.666] Strive for the greater and never the lesser
[02:52.820] Me and $crim made it without an investor
[02:54.831] Yeah, we survived suicidal adventures
[02:56.862] Made a pact that we would never surrender
[02:59.870] Never surrender, made a pact that we would never surrender
[03:02.979] Selling my soul to my dreams and my goals, but I won't ever stop until I'm on the stretcher
[03:06.987] There's a demon in me and I think it might have overstayed its welcome
[03:11.079] There's a demon in me and it's helping me to reach a state of bedlam
[03:15.101] Snorting these pills like I'm trying to smell 'em
[03:17.178] I'm declaring war on my cerebellum
[03:19.199] My worst enemy is the version of me that I can't even ****ing remember
[03:24.829] Uh, yeah
[03:27.408] Ruby been destined for the looney bin
[03:30.421] 'Round my finger, the Uzi spins while I'm chugging some bougie gin
[03:34.475] Lose or win, I'm never slowin' down like we losin' wind
[03:38.309] I'm grooming them for death 'cause my lifestyle will you have choosin' limbs
[03:42.424] The moon is dim tonight, I have to remain locked up in my tomb again
[03:46.482] Took too many Xans, I started asking who is $crim?
[03:48.403] The knot is loose again, someone tied to noose too thin
[03:51.767] Living life like pulling teeth, I'll die with a toothless grin