[00:00.000] 作曲 : Central Cee/Levi Lennox
[00:01.658][Intro]
[00:13.932]I don't wanna seem ungrateful, God
[00:15.186]But I don't wanna be here
[00:17.195]I got some things to get off my chest
[00:18.703]But maybe it's best I keep it a secret
[00:20.458]31st December, the 1st of Jan
[00:22.711]Same shit, I don't care bout the new year
[00:23.713]New house somewhere that ain't poverty driven
[00:25.469]It's mad in the place that I grew in
[00:26.221]
[00:26.724][Verse 1]
[00:27.224]Served a pregnant lady, it ****ed in my head
[00:28.725]Couple things I regret tryna earn a wage
[00:30.226]48 Laws, one book that I read
[00:31.979]So if I rеpent can I turn the page?
[00:34.215]Gotta gеt rid of bad vibes, anti-clockwise, gotta burn the sage, uh
[00:36.967]I'll say with it chest but I know some things locked in, I prefer not to say
[00:40.725]I fked up, I'm admittin' it
[00:41.981]I got no ego, I got no shame
[00:43.984]I swallow my pride and say that I'm missing it
[00:45.485]Creep in the changing room at school and thief from the kids that are privileged
[00:48.968]Stolen clothes with a rip in it
[00:50.723]Also a stolen phone no sim in it
[00:52.480]Now I got P's, I give a lot back
[00:54.232]No charity work tryna write off tax
[00:55.483]Feds got me on a driving ban
[00:57.234]In the passenger seat till my license back, uh
[00:58.990]Ghost and fly off the map, uh
[01:00.747]Try get my mind off rap
[01:02.748]I get some sort of survivors guilt
[01:04.000]When I see YM's still supplying crack
[01:05.751]This life don't come with retiring plans
[01:07.507]It'll come to an end in unfortunate ways
[01:08.761]No such thing as positive thinkin', when you're locked in, it feel like a maze
[01:10.765]Often lose faith and forget to pray
[01:14.020]You don't wanna land on the wing with the guys
[01:15.775]Why? 'Cause they might melt your face
[01:17.532]Cuz got hit with a eight, why?
[01:19.032]Why would he care bout some extra days?
[01:19.783]
[01:20.283][Chorus]
[01:20.784]I don't wanna seem ungrateful, God
[01:22.287]But I don't wanna be here
[01:23.792]I got some things to get off my chest
[01:25.798]But maybe it's best I keep it a secret
[01:27.800]31st December, the 1st of Jan
[01:29.552]Same shit, I don't care bout the new year
[01:31.058]New house somewhere that ain't poverty driven
[01:32.564]It's mad in the place that I grew in
[01:33.315]
[01:33.815][Verse 2]
[01:34.565]Uh, I ain't been home in some weeks
[01:36.066]I seek when a man's in need
[01:37.819]I got a family tree to feed
[01:39.574]I see dead people in my sleep
[01:41.079]I see broke people on the feed
[01:42.832]Talk is cheap freedom of speech, I guess
[01:44.334]But they ain't even got no P's
[01:46.087]Got free Wi-Fi, they ain't got 4G
[01:47.591]Uh, I wouldn't be able to do what I do if it weren't for the man before me
[01:51.114]I show respect where it's due
[01:52.367]Where would I be if I never met YBeeez?
[01:54.383]Giggs, Ghetts, Chip, Skep, Konan, Krept
[01:56.391]Kane or Dev, Stormz, Hus, Dave
[01:59.159]A couple of names, even DBE
[02:00.661]Uh, my mum lost faith in her son when I left school with no GCSE's
[02:04.233]Told shorty "Just 'cause I grew up with nothin' doesn't mean I'm easy to please"
[02:07.612]When you need a handout, you don't get help
[02:09.619]Why do you all wanna help? I ain't even in need
[02:11.121]Had one score for an hour of studio time, I couldn't even lease the beat
[02:14.695]Do not disturb me when I'm recordin'
[02:16.452]My voice sounds clearer than ever, uh
[02:17.952]Remember they might distortin', I grew in a different era
[02:21.688]More action, less talkin', he said I'm a dead man walkin'
[02:24.693]One in your head, there ain't no respawnin, alright
[02:25.951]
[02:26.454][Chorus]
[02:28.216]I don't wanna seem ungrateful, God
[02:29.471]But I don't wanna be here
[02:31.225]I got some things to get off my chest
[02:32.977]But maybe it's best I keep it a secret
[02:34.730]31st December, the 1st of Jan
[02:36.487]Same shit, I don't care bout the new year
[02:38.241]New house somewhere that ain't poverty driven
[02:39.741]It's mad in the place that I grew in