[00:00.000] 作词 : 王愚
[00:01.000] 作曲 : 王愚
[00:02.000] 编曲 : 王愚
[00:05.668]制作：王愚
[00:08.339]混音：王愚
[00:11.268]英文校正：Grace Wen
[00:13.526]录音：王业鑫
[00:16.319]verse 1
[00:27.393]I took that risk to say these words with selflessness and courage
[00:30.902]Just wanted to help these people，wanted to be loving and caring
[00:34.301]I’m pretty sure that the way I expressed and the words were correct
[00:37.634]Knowing people wouldn’t like it but I believed I should share it
[00:41.102]It cost my time，cost my money，cost my body’s energy
[00:44.468]I tried to inspire them with principle，with responsibility
[00:48.069]If I define this as a battle for truth ，for the Trinity
[00:51.458]I think that I’m a good soldier and my God agrees wit it
[00:54.773]I’m not surprised not everyone would understand me，but
[00:58.357]It shocked me that some I loved and helped most wanted me to be judged
[01:01.735]They talked 'bout me behind my back and tried to labeled me
[01:05.201]sloppy, unwary, rude and haughty rapper full of big talk
[01:08.367]I wondered why they did this，and God told me it was jealousy
[01:12.123]At first I felt confused ，then this rage raveled my memories
[01:15.534]I asked God why he put all these damn human beings in front of me
[01:19.052]He said， “just put your own damn feelings in this song and you will see”
[01:21.727]Hook
[01:22.453]I win it solo
[01:26.553]Back in this place, so cold
[01:29.919]I just feel so low
[01:32.509]Why do I fall in this depression I don’t know
[01:36.068]Tryna find a hope rope
[01:39.869]To get me out of this sorrow
[01:43.868]Hatred’s a black hole
[01:46.122]“The one who damns others is damned”is the damn I’ve been thrown
[01:48.902]Verse 2
[01:49.684]It’d been a couple of days I still thought of these hearsay words
[01:53.093]Then my brain designed all kinds of replies for creating hurt
[01:56.201]God told me to love 'em and drew 'em a transition curve
[02:00.018]But I wasn’t reconciled to let 'em escape from my curse
[02:03.519]I angrily weighed what I gave 'em and what they gave back to me
[02:06.804]I reckoned they deserved their mishaps and all their tragedies
[02:10.253]Knowing every day they suffered I still murdered my sympathy
[02:13.690]Become a freak I insidiously laughed at their miseries
[02:17.073]I have been smoking one after another these day
[02:20.534]Woke up at night and couldn’t stop recalling their face
[02:24.018]While light was absent from my mind ，the dark ain’t waste space
[02:27.220]Half a day I ground my teeth to get that headache
[02:30.777]Tied up in a black cube cave I've trapped myself in that cell
[02:34.163]Covered in magma，my body’s burning in fire of hell
[02:38.591]Knowing good and evil，I’m falling down from where they fell
[02:41.184]Nail people by my knowledge，but the knowledge got me nailed
[02:44.101]Hook
[02:44.671]I win it solo
[02:48.919]Back in this place so cold
[02:52.719]I just feel so low
[02:54.872]Why do I fall in this depression I don’t know
[02:58.188]Tryna find a hope rope
[03:01.543]To get me out of this sorrow
[03:06.054]Hatred’s a black hole
[03:08.305]“The one who damn others is damned”is the damn I been thrown