Brandished
There’re always two sides to a relationship
I love you but I’m afraid of you
The more I care about it
The more I distant myself from it
Sometimes I can’t help weeping about the fact
I miss you but stumble on these words
The more I wanna prove it
The more I trip and fall all the way down
Oh I’m trying to navigate
Oh I’m trying to make it through
Oh I’m trying to navigate
Oh I’m trying to make it through
There’re certain things that I do think you’re right
I hear you but I’m not with you
The more I get brandished
The more wounds left untreated
It shouldn’t be so hard to live up to your hopes
And be myself at the same time
The more I think about it
The more I hate myself for being myself
Oh I’m trying to navigate
Oh I’m trying to make it through
Oh I’m trying to navigate
Oh I’m trying to make it through