[00:00.000] 作词 : TK/森カリオペ [00:01.000] 作曲 : TK [00:09.041] When I’m gone [00:09.753] I hope it takes no thought at all [00:11.065] To reminisce at our old photos, stuck to rotted wall [00:13.286] Picturesque, full of lovely dreams [00:14.663] I’d never wanna let ‘em know how the mighty would fall [00:16.614] [00:16.680] Days at the start line, simple, fragile, frail [00:18.707] Somehow the dark room washed out their every detail [00:20.385] When did our hearts lose pulse and tip the scale? [00:22.893] [00:30.226] Who was I back at the start? [00:31.394] Young, foolish, idealistic [00:32.888] Thinking I could take what was perfect and “fix it” [00:34.702] Sinking even lower, life was good, now it’s twisted [00:36.514] Deals with the devil that I should have resisted [00:38.502] [00:38.555] Watching, waiting [00:40.198] Conscience fading [00:41.769] [00:42.054] Romance-speak like “hopes and dreams” are just one [00:43.719] Reality is made of many, I’m out-gunned [00:45.432] [00:45.556] Watching, waiting [00:47.428] My self-hating [00:48.922] [00:49.166] Never figured why I was surprised to find [00:50.824] Half-truths are an alibi for straight up lies [00:52.683] [00:52.770] Now [00:53.881] Feels like I’m singing six feet underground [00:57.585] This heart is beating without any sound [01:01.172] There are no second chances for me [01:04.757] Nobody’s likely to come back around [01:08.417] Upon the ashes of what once grew here [01:11.936] I’ll plant a seed and depart by night fall [01:15.505] Was I the hero no one believed? [01:19.190] Was I the villain after all? [01:23.108] [01:28.986] Innocent days are in distant hindsight [01:30.582] And the imminent nostalgia, it hits and blind-sides me [01:32.692] What remains couldn’t match the dream [01:34.091] Or explain how it all went so down-stream [01:35.948] [01:36.028] Watching, waiting [01:37.879] Conscience fading [01:39.850] [01:39.988] More alone now than ever before [01:41.219] A wretched god of a mess on a dusty castle floor [01:43.198] [01:43.338] Watching, waiting [01:45.197] My self-hating [01:46.796] [01:46.993] Good to be the hate-sink, I can take the blame [01:48.905] Collect power from the pointless pain [01:50.521] [01:50.769] People wanna see the beauty where there is none [01:52.502] In a world that doesn’t compensate anyone [01:54.356] Afraid of ugliness, they back away and run [01:55.779] Look at me directly, we’re not done [01:57.800] Sometimes to do what’s right [01:58.767] You have got to fight [01:59.610] Tooth and nail to [02:00.174] Break rules and chase the light [02:01.440] I can’t stop the noise [02:02.219] I can’t sleep tonight [02:03.160] Would you catch me here, need a sign? [02:04.799] [02:04.905] Watching, waiting [02:06.836] Conscience fading [02:08.619] My self-hating [02:10.350] Isolating [02:12.031] [02:12.126] Shade [02:13.313] 朽ちていく 理想の花 乾ききった 蜜の味 [02:20.507] あの頃の ユートピアが 夢隠しに あったみたい [02:27.750] どこまで行けるかな バラバラにされたヒーロー [02:34.896] 輝きの暗闇に堕ちながら再生する [02:40.757] [02:40.840] Jump, fall, stay alive [02:42.761] Just wanna save a live [02:44.592] Jump, fall, stay alive [02:46.355] Just wanna save a live [02:47.849] [02:48.225] Jump, fall, left behind [02:50.050] Just give me one more try [02:51.578] [02:51.855] Jump, fall, left behind [02:53.688] Just give me one more try [02:54.825] [02:55.343] Feeling less of a human [02:56.050] Like every day I’ve been losing [02:57.046] A little more of me, I’m sorry [02:58.038] But this beggar is choosin’ [02:58.761] To run away at the eleventh hour [02:59.993] Living in infamy [03:00.665] There is nothing left here for me [03:01.541] There is nothing left dear to me [03:02.463] Cuz I wanna escape it [03:03.296] Nothing gets better until I make [03:04.166] The decision to double it down [03:05.515] And double triple the stakes [03:06.515] I’m never giving in I’m invincible [03:07.353] Nobody stand in my way I’m a criminal [03:08.265] Unwinnable battles cover the city in [03:09.101] Syllables [03:09.442] In a silence so deafening [03:10.095] Never be ever be anyone else [03:11.609] [03:11.752] Brave [03:12.757] 人が人を傷つけて 愛とか夢 着続けて [03:20.167] Still dreaming you’ll accept me [03:22.254] Imperfect, in shambles, it hurts but I want you to smile