[00:00.00] 作词 : Jonathon Quiles
[00:01.00] 作曲 : Jonathon Quiles
[00:17.47]Inside my mind going back and forth
[00:19.79]Every single night I ask the Lord
[00:21.70]Will he take all these grey clouds away
[00:23.77]Cuz when it rains I can't stand the storm
[00:25.86]Trauma’s a pain that I can't ignore
[00:27.67]No drive for days, I'm a crashing course
[00:29.68]I'm tryna fight off my depression
[00:31.79]I don't know how long I had it for
[00:33.88]But I had it long enough to know that
[00:35.40]It is a part of me
[00:36.45]They say get over it as if it isn't hard for me
[00:37.71]As if I didn't hear it from everybody else
[00:39.17]Giving me their opinion on everything
[00:40.62]They feel is wrong with me
[00:42.10]These highs and lows, taking a toll
[00:43.46]I can't control, my feelings now
[00:44.41]I just don't know, how long I'll go
[00:45.79]Way down this road, I'm feeling down
[00:46.99]I make a record so they feel me now
[00:48.50]Just cuz you exist, don't mean you're alive
[00:51.47]And I realized this, as time passes by
[00:53.34]I can't call it quits, I quit every-time
[00:55.25]I need to resist, this feeling inside
[00:57.59]I wish my pain would leave and just exit
[00:59.84]Maybe I didn't earn my lesson
[01:01.84] I feel like I'm disconnected, cuz
[01:03.88]God I'm feeling low, low, low
[01:09.05]I'm feeling low, don't know where to go, oh
[01:13.70]God I'm feeling low, low, low
[01:17.34]I'm tired of the pain, wish it'd go away, ay
[01:21.75]I tell myself that I got this
[01:23.47]Then tell myself that I'm not shit
[01:25.63]Tearing down my spirit
[01:27.10]Now I'm in my feelings
[01:27.78]Man, when am I gonna stop this
[01:29.59]These voices in my head, do hit for sure
[01:31.53]Comparing myself till I'm insecure
[01:33.69]It hits me the worse when I'm feeling doubt
[01:35.68]I'm locked in my thoughts
[01:37.55]There's no getting out
[01:38.76]It's a toxic cycle that I can't break
[01:39.69]Too paralyze to move, so then I just wait
[01:41.65]Till the pressure crushes me with all of this weight
[01:43.60]Trust me I tried to run but I can't escape
[01:45.44]Life like a loaded gun pointed at my face
[01:47.38]Loves like a potent drug, just to numb my pain
[01:49.34]I tried to open up, to the ones I'd date
[01:51.43]Just to get broken up, yo what a mistake
[01:53.59]God I'm feeling low, low, low
[01:56.80]I'm feeling low, don't know where to go, oh
[02:01.65]God I'm feeling low, low, low
[02:04.69]I'm tired of the pain, wish it'd go away, ay
[02:09.83]I pray the Lord my soul to keep
[02:13.30]This nightmare isn't what I dreamed
[02:17.36]I cross my hands, in agony
[02:21.16]I pray, I pray, oh