[00:00.000] 作曲 : Sean Haywood/Luke Gawne
[00:02.549]I woulda stayed with you till the end of time
[00:04.134]You were like the reason I became the dude that they despise
[00:07.055]Bi*ch I laid with you in this bed of lies
[00:09.460]Every f**king day, 7:45 AM I was late for school
[00:12.948]But still I stayed home praying that this pain would subside
[00:15.856]Please, just one time, God heal my ill mind
[00:18.508]I will find a reason to live before I kill myself
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[00:21.972]Depression almost made me do it, betrayed me
[00:24.637]And it made me ruthless, I'm f**king crazy, baby
[00:26.769]No need to label me stupid, already knew it
[00:29.430]Not a human, I'm a mutant, he was born in the sewer, yeah
[00:32.634]But still I maneuvered out the gutter
[00:34.761]Made myself some bread, spreading out the butter
[00:37.946]Some to my bros, a lot to my mother
[00:40.340]Swear to God I'm never gonna fail under pressure, getting very close
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[00:44.081]My cell keeps ringing, leave me alone
[00:49.119]We're not that close, don't call my phone
[00:54.443]And act like you care now, but you never did
[00:59.744]All you want is a handout, it's what it always is
[01:03.713]It's what it always is
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[01:04.785]Jogging your memory I'm reminding you there's so much I was tryna prove
[01:07.185]Rather than go and buy new shoes, I saved a dime or two for some studio time
[01:10.390]And yes I had anxiety 'cause I was new to rhyming but I knew I had to try it
[01:14.365]Then was failing school so everything was riding on me
[01:16.767]Showing up inside the booth
[01:18.102]And spitting rhymes to blow me up so mom can retire
[01:20.489]Look at you now, Luke, uninspired from running untired
[01:23.139]But hell no, failure's not an option, coming down to the wire
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[01:25.805]I feel the weight of the world, my shoulder blades, how they curl
[01:28.202]Pressure is breaking my neck, ten thousand people expect
[01:30.845]Me to deliver my soul even when nothing is left
[01:33.504]Gotta dig deep in my chest, ninety nine reasons to stress
[01:36.429]Hell, I be aiming for more, momma she need me to blow
[01:38.822]Twenty five years even bro, promised I'd buy her a home
[01:41.477]I feel the weight of the world
[01:43.066]I feel the weight of the world
[01:44.408](I feel the weight of the world)
[01:45.741](I feel the weight of the world)
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[01:48.672]My cell keeps ringing, leave me alone
[01:53.718]We're not that close, don't call my phone
[01:59.309]And act like you care now, but you never did
[02:04.109]All you want is a handout, it's what it always is
[02:08.105]It's what it always is
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[02:09.701]That's just what it always is, who's then left to call a friend
[02:11.831]Publicly, I'm crying out for help, nobody offered it
[02:14.746]The industry would let me die if it meant more views
[02:16.632]No, they don't care, they're profiting
[02:18.215]Long as I keep entertaining the audience
[02:20.110]F**k it though, if I'm going down in flames, I better tuck and roll
[02:22.773]Then get it back up with a punctured hole in my lung and a busted nose
[02:25.175]But I'm still never ducking no punches though, my stomach rumbles, I'm under pressure
[02:28.111]Been hungry for too long, yo, Luke gone, we cutting it close
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[02:31.559]My cell keeps ringing, leave me alone
[02:36.912]We're not that close, don't call my phone
[02:42.504]And act like you care now, but you never did
[02:47.473]All you want is a handout, it's what it always is
[02:51.735]It's what it always is