[00:00.000] 作曲 : Billie Eilish O'Connell/Finneas Baird O'Connell
[00:00.196] It's so weird
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[00:09.150] I'm getting older
[00:11.348] I think I'm aging well
[00:14.361] I wish someone had told me, I'd be doing this by myself
[00:20.045] There's reasons that I'm thankful
[00:22.545] There's a lot I'm grateful for
[00:25.519] But it's different when a stranger's always waiting at your door
[00:31.708] Which is ironic
[00:33.349] 'Cause the strangers seem to want me more than anyone before (Anyone before)
[00:44.174] Too bad, they're usually deranged
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[00:49.262] Last week, I realized I crave pity, when I retell a story
[00:55.907] I make everything sound worse
[00:59.807] Can't shake the feeling that I'm just bad at healing
[01:04.982] And maybe that's the reason why each sentence sounds rehearsed
[01:11.029] Which is ironic
[01:12.892] Because when I wasn't honest, I was still being ignored (Lying for attention just to get neglection)
[01:25.094] Now we're estranged
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[01:30.273] Things I once enjoyed
[01:35.880] Just keep me employed now
[01:41.430] Things I'm longing for, someday, I'll be bored of
[01:50.258] It's so weird
[01:58.403] That we care so much, until we don't
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[02:07.128] I'm getting older
[02:09.420] I've got more on my shoulders
[02:12.324] But I'm getting better at admitting when I'm wrong
[02:18.123] I'm happier than ever
[02:20.886] At least that's my endeavor
[02:23.547] To keep myself together and prioritize my pleasure
[02:29.635] 'Cause to be honest
[02:31.264] I just wish that, what I promise would depend on what I'm given (Not on his permission, wasn't my decision)
[02:43.533] To be abused
[02:45.400]
[02:48.985] Things I once enjoyed
[02:54.422] Just keep me employed now
[03:00.116] Things I'm longing for, someday, I'll be bored of
[03:08.972] It's so weird, so weird
[03:19.947] We care so much, until we don't
[03:37.470] That we care so much, until we don't
[03:54.529] But next week
[03:56.105] I hope I'm somewhere laughing, for anybody asking
[04:01.679] I promise I'll be fine
[04:05.208] I've had some trauma, did things I didn't wanna, was too afraid to tell ya, but now I think it's time