[00:00.000] 作曲 : Daniel Benson/David Omoregie/Ed Sheeran/Fred Gibson/Jae5/Vata Sonzi
[00:10.551] Yo Jam, this is a letter to you
[00:12.676] It's been a while, but it's been hard for me to get in the booth
[00:15.384] And since we last spoke, I've become a father of two
[00:17.819] Trying to live life with a smile but that's been harder to do
[00:20.322] ‘Cause all I wanna do is talk about you
[00:22.438] But these tears won't let me talk about you
[00:24.442] We should've known that we'd be lost without you
[00:26.064] Therapy sessions, digging deep in depression
[00:27.447] I got a life full of blessings, but this just breaks my ****ing heart
[00:30.889] At your birthday, couldn't even crack a smile
[00:32.966] I just cried and left the party, Neesh, I'll see you in a while
[00:35.654] Headed to the mural, got some jerk wings and plantain
[00:38.138] ‘Cause that is the way that me and you would celebrate it
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[00:40.847] I never knew you touched the stuff, ‘cause you'd always bad me up
[00:43.309] You saw me more than drunk, you always hated what it does
[00:45.725] Before Lyra I just stopped, I haven't even wanted one
[00:48.179] I can't get over, this is ****ed, man I wished I'd known
[00:50.729] And yo, we cried for nine nights in your family home
[00:53.247] Laid you to rest in the ground but without a stone
[00:55.958] You know it hits me most at moments, now when I'm alone
[00:58.207] Every morning, I remember that you're really gone
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[01:01.142] ‘Cause it's been a long night and I cry ‘cause I miss my brother
[01:04.895] You know for life, got your sis and mother
[01:07.108] And day and night, it still hits that you're gone
[01:09.586] And right now, I'm spilling tears in my cup
[01:12.299] You left the world before you met Jupiter
[01:14.890] Wish you'd have known, you would be godfather
[01:17.370] You would've loved loving my little girls
[01:19.944] If not for them, I'd be done with the world
[01:22.527] Was there two hours after you passed
[01:23.902] Speeding east to west, silent in the back of the car
[01:26.171] Was at your mum's, there all week, trying to make sense but I can't
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[01:29.326] And although it's been a year, still feel the pain in my heart
[01:31.942] ‘Cause you were there from the start
[01:33.017] The day we met, yeah I moved in and we were never apart
[01:35.282] People assumed that we were lovers but we're brothers in arms
[01:37.683] Symbiotic bond of love and gave each other a chance, my god
[01:41.983] Ah
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[01:43.038] **** sake, lately I've been crying so much, my lungs ache
[01:45.603] Teardrops all over my shirt like blood stains
[01:48.057] And I know to heal a heart, it must break
[01:50.901] But I'm done praying
[01:52.381] They gave me a shovel at your burial and
[01:54.534] Watching you get lowered is something I can't forget at all
[01:56.966] And people find and stop me in the street and say it's terrible
[01:59.886] But they don't know you like I knew you and they never will
[02:02.373] No one saw the nights turn into day when we were battle rapping
[02:04.849] No one saw the belly laugh, and every train to somewhere random
[02:07.528] No one saw the holidays, and then our first experience clubbing
[02:09.862] No one knew the things you did for me and never asked for nothing
[02:12.390] No one read the conversations of the moves that we were planning
[02:15.305] No one knew about the way you felt the scene, left you abandoned
[02:17.327] No one knew about your fears ‘cause you would hide them with a smile
[02:19.990] No one knew when people took an inch, you would give 'em a mile
[02:22.449] ‘Cause that was always Jamal, SB to the crowd
[02:24.922] They used to shout your net worth, but they don't mention it now
[02:27.497] They hear about your good deeds and infectious smile
[02:30.289] A golden heart that's still remembered is worth more than a crown
[02:32.682] I promised sixty-four bars and now I keep it to Tanisha
[02:35.336] Mummy, Isaac, the gang, but I just wish that you'd seen it
[02:38.077] I can't accept that you're gone, or the grief that I'm feeling
[02:40.869] I prayed to God for answers but he still won't give me a reason
[02:43.144] I think about you every day, nothing will take this pain away
[02:46.656] I'll keep your legacy amazing, mate
[02:48.528] The conversations at your grave's the only way to be close
[02:50.822] I know you'll greet me with a smile on the day that I go
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[02:53.511] ‘Cause it's been a long night and I cry ‘cause I miss my brother
[02:57.320] And for life, got your sis and mother
[02:59.731] You know I cry ‘cause I miss my brother
[03:02.261] My brother was SBTV