[00:12.177]I don't wanna fall back down again
[00:15.043]I just wanna waste time with my friends
[00:17.979]I just wanna live the past again
[00:20.899]Feels like January never ends
[00:23.555]I used to hate being fifteen
[00:25.105]But now I reminisce
[00:26.352]On the times when life was easier
[00:27.844]The times I grow to miss
[00:29.323]Used to skateboard in my driveway
[00:30.794]I was listening to rap
[00:32.148]Used to be so bored at school
[00:33.462]So me and Darko ditched class
[00:35.195]I wish I could tell that kid that
[00:36.538]Everything would be alright
[00:37.931]Not to worry about the dark thoughts
[00:39.651]That's how it goes at night
[00:41.003]Try to keep your head up
[00:42.059]'Cause you only got like one life
[00:43.566]But now it feels like
[00:44.587]I've been losing everything around me, round me
[00:47.412]I've been on a downwards slope
[00:49.003]Now I'm always feeling low
[00:50.355]I've been losing everything around me, round me
[00:53.139]Now I'm feeling under pressure
[00:54.893]I wish I could go back
[00:56.056]To the days where times were better, uh
[00:58.467]Times fades slowly
[01:01.268]It weighs on me
[01:04.136]I can't go back
[01:07.074]I can't go back anymore now
[01:10.239]I don't wanna fall back down again
[01:13.204]I just wanna waste time with my friends
[01:16.075]I just wanna live the past again
[01:19.051]Feels like January never ends
[01:21.395]Touring 2019 I've been so far away from home
[01:23.779]But when I get back from the tour
[01:25.163]I swear I'm feeling more alone
[01:26.683]Everytime I go outside
[01:28.099]I'm always feeling out my zone
[01:29.502]So I barely roam
[01:30.655]Watching horror movies
[01:31.779]Spitting lyrics out the dome
[01:33.291]Sometimes I wonder
[01:34.051]If this was the right path for me
[01:35.915]'Cause ever since I found success
[01:37.021]It's always going bad for me
[01:38.809]Been living for the music
[01:39.747]Now my family barely close
[01:41.075]'Cause the only way to make it
[01:42.515]To the throne is to die alone
[01:45.062]Times fades slowly
[01:47.812]It weighs on me
[01:50.695]I can't go back
[01:53.603]I can't go back anymore now
[01:56.960]I don't wanna fall back down again
[01:59.763]I just wanna waste time with my friends
[02:02.683]I just wanna live the past again
[02:05.571]Feels like January never ends