[00:00.000] 作词 : Charlotte Grace Victoria [00:01.000] 作曲 : Charlotte Grace Victoria [00:14.041]Always tryna please another [00:17.724]But I always get it wrong and I end up getting hurt [00:21.199]Planned my life by trying to succeed [00:24.203]But never ended up with what I really need [00:27.547]I wish I could write and hide away [00:31.543]I’m trapped in my head and I’m never safe [00:34.861]Don’t take me back to being 17 [00:37.839]Before I understood just what he’d do to me [00:41.705] [00:44.239]Cause Steph's already got her shit sorted [00:47.661]And Kristy’s on her way to New York huh [00:51.004]Wish I wasn’t just always so caught in [00:58.031]You wishing I could be somebody [01:01.114]If I just turned 21 and got nothing [01:04.823]Thinking I can fix it all next year [01:07.775] [01:09.133]Sorry that I’m always so sad [01:12.712]Bet you wanna fix me up bad [01:16.030]Cut me up mold me like I’m plastic [01:19.530]Wonder why they think we ain't lasting [01:22.952]Maybe it’s just all in my head [01:26.165]I wish I could be happy instead [01:29.378]Haven’t looked you in the eyes since last week [01:33.166]Way too busy crying into, crying into fabric [01:39.618]But not next year [01:42.257]No no no not next year [01:45.522]I’m livin' it up next year [01:49.728]But I wish I could breathe [01:53.672]I wish I could let go of this feeling [01:57.251]That all of my friends got all they need and [02:00.673]I’m on my own [02:04.017]Wish you could leave [02:07.439]Leave me to spend my whole life running [02:11.018]Doing a lot then doing nothing [02:14.309]Waisting my time [02:17.888] [02:20.291]But Steph's already got her shit sorted [02:23.739]And Kristy’s on her way to New York huh [02:26.952]Wish I wasn’t so caught in [02:33.796]Wishing I could be somebody [02:37.114]Cause just turned 21 and got nothing [02:40.797]Thinking I can fix it all next year [02:43.906] [02:45.133]Sorry that I’m always so sad [02:48.556]Bet you wanna fix me up bad [02:52.082]Cut me up mold me like I’m plastic [02:55.504]Wonder why they think we ain't lasting [02:58.926]Maybe it’s just all in my head [03:02.191]I wish I could be happy instead [03:05.378]Haven’t looked you in the eyes since last week [03:09.244]Way too busy crying into, crying into fabric [03:15.514]But not next year [03:18.152]No no no not next year [03:24.056] [03:27.687]I wish I could forgive and forget [03:33.538]So sick of feeling salty [03:37.326]It hurts 2 hate somebody [03:41.532]Sometimes I just wish we never met [03:47.409]Cause I’d rather feel nothing [03:51.223]If it hurts to hate somebody