Fabric
 作词 : Charlotte Grace Victoria
 作曲 : Charlotte Grace Victoria
Always tryna please another
But I always get it wrong and I end up getting hurt
Planned my life by trying to succeed
But never ended up with what I really need
I wish I could write and hide away
I’m trapped in my head and I’m never safe
Don’t take me back to being 17
Before I understood just what he’d do to me

Cause Steph's already got her shit sorted
And Kristy’s on her way to New York huh
Wish I wasn’t just always so caught in
You wishing I could be somebody
If I just turned 21 and got nothing
Thinking I can fix it all next year

Sorry that I’m always so sad
Bet you wanna fix me up bad
Cut me up mold me like I’m plastic
Wonder why they think we ain't lasting
Maybe it’s just all in my head
I wish I could be happy instead
Haven’t looked you in the eyes since last week
Way too busy crying into, crying into fabric
But not next year
No no no not next year
I’m livin' it up next year
But I wish I could breathe
I wish I could let go of this feeling
That all of my friends got all they need and
I’m on my own
Wish you could leave
Leave me to spend my whole life running
Doing a lot then doing nothing
Waisting my time

But Steph's already got her shit sorted
And Kristy’s on her way to New York huh
Wish I wasn’t so caught in
Wishing I could be somebody
Cause just turned 21 and got nothing
Thinking I can fix it all next year

Sorry that I’m always so sad
Bet you wanna fix me up bad
Cut me up mold me like I’m plastic
Wonder why they think we ain't lasting
Maybe it’s just all in my head
I wish I could be happy instead
Haven’t looked you in the eyes since last week
Way too busy crying into, crying into fabric
But not next year
No no no not next year

I wish I could forgive and forget
So sick of feeling salty
It hurts 2 hate somebody
Sometimes I just wish we never met
Cause I’d rather feel nothing
If it hurts to hate somebody