[00:00.000] 作词 : Berwyn Du Bois [00:01.000] 作曲 : Berwyn Du Bois [00:19.875] I told the driver "Don't worry, you're part of the story [00:22.721] I pay you my money, will you pay me your time? [00:24.799] I ain't going nowhere really I just want you to drive." [00:27.396] Man, I see some lights shining on the city that's mine [00:29.935] It's hard celebrating when you've made it in life [00:32.280] When all your other friends are still making it by [00:34.682] And I know it ain't my job to be safe in the world but [00:37.126] But sometimes it just plays in my mind [00:39.593] Reserve tables with bridge view, light still shine on the city that I am soon to be king to [00:44.831] gets poured from the right [00:46.771] I know becausе I used to serve to thе rich, too [00:49.580] I keep getting hurt by the people I love [00:51.633] Lately I don't go to sleep without seeing the sun [00:54.021] Just the problems that come with being the one [00:56.682] These other rappers dumb, I'll eat them for lunch [00:59.345] I keep gettin' snaked by the people I love, man, f**k love, man, trust, all people are f**ked, man [01:04.052] I mean, don't get me wrong, I been hurt in the past [01:06.557] But it hurts like f**k when it's someone you trust, man [01:09.247] I don't know, maybe it's the full moon [01:11.391] Or these snakes trying to f**k up my good mood [01:13.858] More life, more w**d, more cook food [01:16.294] More life, more w**d, more good views [01:18.682] I been working on my conscience and my mental [01:20.916] Knowing I'll never bring everybody from my ends along [01:23.631] See, I moved out of ends so I just message now [01:26.088] And I'm checking on my friends, that's what friends are for [01:28.693] We always been the type of crew that keep our heads down [01:31.116] Amos got a flat, Shahim's got kids now [01:33.592] T's got a kid, Alfie's always had a kid [01:35.915] And he's always been a father and he's always been around [01:38.570] Free got his freedom back, Bey is a working man, Seki's still thinking 'bout the life that he never had [01:43.524] Chance has a chance now, he says he's never going back, I hope he's never going back [01:48.185] I only made it out by a tiny amount, I made Vega in two weeks without spending a pound [01:52.989] And I clocked I was illegal, and I didn't have my papers an' without it there was no way of me putting it out [01:57.737] So I said "F**k that sh**, man, I'm going home [02:00.188] Man, I ain't staying here just to be nothing at all [02:02.682] Like, I already I tried my luck and it didn't work" [02:04.758] So one more Christmas with my missus and then I was gone [02:07.319] And then Shades called me up out of the blue [02:09.812] See, he's just one of those brothers that will battle for you [02:12.202] He said "He showed a couple songs to his manager [02:14.794] He loves the tunes and he's thinking of managing you." [02:17.327] He took me to my meetings and he showed me love [02:20.023] I always wonder how the brothers holding up [02:22.203] They say that you get wiser as you get older [02:24.950] Maybe one day I will be old enough [02:27.422] He was a nice guy and he wanted the best [02:29.631] In the end he just wasn't the best at owning up [02:32.008] We parted ways like brothers and I showed him love [02:34.440] Then it went sour over money like it always does [02:36.839] Man, I just keep getting hurt by the people I love [02:39.256] I didn't have no love and I needed the love [02:41.656] I need a big fat spliff and a T and a tub [02:44.107] I need a big fat spliff and a T and a rub [02:46.591] I didn't have no love, just me on my ones [02:49.150] Shoutout to my brother Alfie for keeping me strong [02:51.509] Every 'round us only had little dreams [02:54.013] And no one round us even dreamt of the shit we was on [02:56.592] Nowadays we only write victory songs [03:00.295] Yeah, yeah [03:01.463] I don’t eat, I don’t sleep [03:02.735] I’m addicted to weed [03:03.904] And every morning I wake up and it's just me and no Queen [03:06.408] I don’t eat, I don’t sleep [03:07.573] I’m addicted to weed [03:08.782] And every morning I wake up and I am living my dream [03:11.302] I don’t eat, I don’t sleep [03:12.398] And I’m addicted to weed [03:13.631] And I'm just saying my peace, 'cause I could die in my sleep [03:16.195] I’m addicted to weed [03:17.373] I don’t eat, I don’t sleep [03:18.620] I know they only want me for my meat [03:20.405] And for the bones underneath, yeah [03:22.128] But I'm addicted to weed [03:23.537] I don’t eat, I don’t sleep [03:24.941] And I'm a stinky disease [03:27.030] That's why I work till I bleed [03:28.599] I'm a stinky disease [03:29.972] That's why I work till I bleed [03:31.114] I'm a stinky disease [03:32.394] That's why I work till I bleed [03:33.657] I'm a stinky disease [03:34.877] That's why I work till I bleed