[00:00.000] 作词 : Craig Balmoris
[00:00.154] 作曲 : Craig Balmoris
[00:00.308] I hope you find some peace of mind in this lifetime
[00:09.677] (Tell them, tell ‘em, tell them the truth)
[00:12.595] I hope you find some paradise
[00:18.144] (Tell 'em, tell 'em, tell 'em—tell them your—)
[00:25.887] I’ve been goin’ through somethin’
[00:28.588] 1,855 days
[00:32.596] I’ve been goin’ through somethin’
[00:34.954] Be afraid
[00:36.586]
[00:36.862] What is a bitch in a miniskirt?
[00:38.756] A man in his feelings with bitter nerve
[00:40.290] What is a woman that really hurt?
[00:41.706] A demon, you're better off killing her
[00:43.150] What is a relative making repetitive narratives on how you did it first?
[00:46.602] That is a predator hit reverse
[00:47.844] All of your presidents evil thirst
[00:49.526] What is a neighborhood rectable?
[00:51.364] That is a snitch on a pedestal
[00:52.708] What is a house with a better view?
[00:54.382] A family broken invariables
[00:55.942] What is a rapper with jewelry?
[00:57.530] A way that I show my maturity
[00:59.003] What if I call on security?
[01:00.535] That mean I'm calling on God for purity
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[01:02.809] I went and got me a therapist
[01:03.234] I can debate on my theories and sharing it (Woah)
[01:05.423] Consolidate all my comparisons
[01:06.794] Humble enough because time is imperative (Woah)
[01:09.085] Starting to feel like there's only one answer to everything, I don't know where it is (Woah)
[01:11.582] Popping a bottle of Claritin (Woah)
[01:13.506] Is it my hate or my arrogance? (Woah)
[01:15.109] Shaking and moving, like, what am I doing? I'm flipping my time through the Rolodex
[01:18.422] Indulging myself and my life and my music, the world that I'm in is a cul-de-sac
[01:20.984] The world that we in is just menacing
[01:23.114] The demons portrayed as religion is
[01:24.690] I wake in the morning, another appointment, I hope the psychologist listenin'
[01:27.740]
[01:35.584] The new Mercedes with black G Wagon
[01:37.103] The way you front, man, it was all for rap
[01:38.148] I was 28 years young, 20 mill’ in tax
[01:40.196] Bought a couple of mansions, just for practice
[01:41.809] 500 in jewelry, chain was magic
[01:43.523] Never had it in public, late reaction
[01:45.777] 50K to cousins, post a caption
[01:47.663] Pray none of my enemies hold me captive
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[01:49.707] I grieve different
[01:56.815] I grieve different (Huh)
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[02:04.558] I met her on the third night of Chicago
[02:06.603] North America tour, my enclave
[02:07.948] Fee-fi-fo-fum—she was a model
[02:09.479] Dedicated to the songs I wrote in her Bible
[02:11.114] Eyes like green penetratin' the moonlight
[02:13.082] Hair done in a bun, energy in the room like
[02:14.739] Big Bang for theory, God, hopin' you hear me
[02:16.647] Phone 'bout to ring, but tell the world I'm busy
[02:18.847] Fair enough, green eyes said her mother didn't care enough
[02:21.667] Sympathize when her daddy in a chain gang
[02:23.172] Her first brother got killed, he was 21
[02:25.209] I was nine when they put the mud in the grave
[02:27.080] Heart broken when I (?) and say goodbye
[02:28.500] Chad left his body after we facetimed
[02:30.190] Green eyes said you'd be okay, first to assess the pain away
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[02:33.728] I grieve different
[02:40.663] I grieve different (Huh)
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[02:49.036] The new Mercedes with black G Wagon
[02:50.581] The way you front, man, it was all for rap
[02:51.880] I was 28 years young, 20 mill’ in tax
[02:53.441] Bought a couple of mansions, just for practice
[02:55.262] 500 in jewelry, chain was magic
[02:57.453] Never had it in public, late reaction
[02:59.010] 50K to cousins, post a caption
[03:00.682] Pray none of my enemies hold me captive
[03:02.353]
[03:02.696] So what, paralyzed, the county buildin' controlled us
[03:05.679] I bought a Rolex watch, I only wore it once
[03:07.326] I bought infinity pools I never swimmed in
[03:09.080] I watched Keem buy four cars in four months
[03:10.937] You know the family dynamics on repeat
[03:12.317] The insecurities locked down on PC
[03:14.359] I bought a 2-2-3, nobody peace treat
[03:16.149] You won't doo-doo me, I smell TNT
[03:17.832] Dave bought him a Porsche, so I bought a Porsche
[03:20.025] Paid lottery for it, I ain't want it in portions
[03:21.303] Poverty was the case—but the money wipin' the tears away
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[03:25.184] I grieve different
[03:26.562] (Everybody grieves different)
[03:30.376] (Everybody grives different)
[03:32.811] I grieve different (Huh)