[00:00.000] 作词 : rohan mills/熊信宽
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Mark Pelli/rohan mills/熊信宽
[00:57.70]最可怕的不是失去自信
[00:59.68]最可怕的是你开始适应
[01:02.00]One two check it
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[01:03.21]最可怕的不是失去自信
[01:05.22]最可怕的是你开始适应
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[01:08.64]从2020开始失去自信
[01:10.79]我还不知道它如此致命
[01:14.64]有病识感才能够治病
[01:16.46]那时不觉得我自己是病了
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[01:20.33]开始怀疑自己使命
[01:22.38]怀疑初衷是否已经逝尽
[01:25.50]一切停摆 所有活动归零
[01:27.74]像薛西弗斯也许这就是命
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[01:31.19]Dammmmn 我一直问自己
[01:33.49]为何会恨自己
[01:34.68]为何我甚至已经丧失能力诚实的
[01:37.61]求助在文字里
[01:38.88]放烂的粉丝页
[01:40.35]他真的很自负 很自闭
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[01:42.56]Dammmmn 我开始问自己
[01:44.67]Am I sick mentally
[01:46.13]This how its meant to be当我偏离了电机系
[01:48.84]如果明天送医
[01:50.36]Will it be shame on me
[01:51.70]Will it be天崩地裂 end of me？
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[01:54.01]最可怕的不是失去自信
[01:55.84]最可怕的是你开始适应
[01:58.53]One two check it
[01:59.48]最可怕的不是失去自信
[02:01.63]最可怕的是你开始适应
[02:06.00]我今天差一点就可以快乐
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[02:16.08]从2020开始失去自信
[02:18.56]L.O.C.K man that shit is 致命
[02:22.68]有病识感才能够治病
[02:24.19]敦南心诊所给了我诊定
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[02:27.95]乐复得它让我认命
[02:30.09]赞安诺 让我镇定
[02:33.52]开始太缓和后来才稳定
[02:35.51]从一天半颗到一天整锭
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[02:38.75]Dammmmn 恐慌的高峰期
[02:40.97]被关在牢笼里
[02:42.45]谁拿着遥控器
[02:43.87]边嘲弄你边掏空你
[02:45.48]细毛树立在我的毛孔里
[02:47.26]我内心的暴风雨 好封闭 好恐惧
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[02:50.38]Dammmmn 抑郁的巅峰期
[02:52.22]支持都变攻击
[02:53.81]失去了原动力一片空白像填充题
[02:56.58]我拿着原子笔
[02:58.11]歌词本变日记
[02:59.15]自怨自艾今天日期 9月11
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[03:02.08]最可怕的不是失去自信
[03:03.78]最可怕的是你开始适应
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[03:07.32]最可怕的不是失去自信
[03:09.46]最可怕的是你开始适应
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[03:14.39]我今天差一点就可以快乐
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[03:24.62]从2021开始寻找自信
[03:26.28]穿上慢跑鞋我开始制订 自律 routine
[03:30.06]慢跑河滨不管阴雨晴
[03:31.94]上升不只体力还有意志力 思绪  笃定
[03:35.57]开始重拾快尘封的纸笔
[03:37.49]开始填补断了水的字迹 词句 处境
[03:41.25]开始慢慢脱离药物奴役
[03:43.18]开始学会如何面对窒息 恐惧 突袭
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[03:47.08]学会把专注力
[03:48.64]放在调慢呼吸
[03:50.03]半速度的吐数着one two three
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[03:53.02]学会心存感激
[03:54.26]得到幸存转机
[03:55.59]日出前能图一个good night sleep
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[03:58.80]最可怕的不是失去自信
[04:00.59]最可怕的事 更致命
[04:02.65]致命 致命
[04:04.04]也许永远不会治愈
[04:05.90]但你听到这首歌代表我还没适应
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[04:09.83]最可怕的不是
[04:10.74]Yeah
[04:11.40]One two flow it
[04:12.72]But you already know it
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