[00:00.000] 作词 : Tate McRae/Greg Kurstin/Victoria Zaro [00:01.000] 作曲 : Tate McRae/Greg Kurstin/Victoria Zaro [00:07.776] I have this paralyzing fear that I'll maybe go nowhere [00:12.624] But God forbid me ever admitting I could be scared [00:17.240] And I can't stand my friends right now, we got nothing in common [00:21.572] But being lonely's worse than just having friends that don't care [00:25.204] [00:26.295] You said it looks like I've been going through hell [00:31.453] How did you know? How could you tell? [00:35.895] Ask me to explain myself, well [00:42.270] [00:43.328] I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest [00:48.011] Nobody said changing would be this exhausting [00:52.507] A foot on the break 'cause it's been making me carsick [00:56.913] How could you blame me? Growing up is chaotic [01:00.427] [01:01.667] Don't wanna say it but I really think that I miss him [01:06.411] It might seem stupid but I still look through all of our texts [01:10.507] Who knew that wanting someonе could ever make mе this desperate [01:14.827] Don't think I'll do that again, no [01:18.352] [01:19.834] You said it looks like I've been going through hell [01:25.234] How did you know? How could you tell? [01:29.125] You ask me to explain myself, well [01:36.259] [01:37.399] I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest [01:41.857] Nobody said changing would be this exhausting [01:46.256] A foot on the break 'cause it's been making me carsick [01:50.737] How could you blame me? Growing up is chaotic [01:54.329] [01:56.260] And maybe I'm just blowing all this shit up in my head [02:01.150] But I can't help it, no, I can't help it [02:05.696] Fooling myself thinking that I'll never love again [02:10.209] But damn I felt it, I really felt it [02:14.716] And maybe I'm just blowing all this shit up in my head [02:19.159] But I can't help it, no, I can't help it [02:23.752] Spending too much time on things I know that I'll forget [02:28.380] But damn I felt it [02:29.772] [02:31.245] I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest [02:35.630] Nobody said changing could be this exhausting [02:40.103] A foot on the break 'cause it's making me carsick [02:44.670] How could you blame me?