[00:00.000] 作词 : Gerald Gillum/Christoph Andersson/Remo Green/Kehlani
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Gerald Gillum/Christoph Andersson/Remo Green/Kehlani
[00:10.40]Even if I don't stay
[00:15.62]Everything will be okay
[00:21.25]Everything will be okay uuu huuu
[00:26.59]Everything will be okay okay okay
[00:31.92]Contemplating just who I could've turned out to be
[00:34.30]If I'd stayed and weren't heard what would amount to me
[00:36.85]If I had looked and ain't found would I have founded me
[00:39.48]I mean inside would they loved me never looked down on me
[00:42.11]They say you know if you loved her
[00:43.58]Well then you would have stayed
[00:44.78]You could have made a perfect pair that people wouldn't trade
[00:47.54]Trade for nothing I did though I had to chase it
[00:50.04]Face it I wasn't born to live a life basic
[00:52.72]They say you turned your back on us
[00:54.25]Just to go and be an artist
[00:55.57]What's a promise anyway when someone breaks it
[00:57.96]I bet he finally gets a shot and then he wastes it
[01:00.67]I bet he don't come back for us when he makes it
[01:03.18]And if he do it be too late you gotta face it
[01:05.96]'Cause by then there's someone new you've been replaced with
[01:08.68]Old friends I grew up with the girl
[01:10.47]I fell in love with
[01:11.54]Love or hate me depending on how you judge it
[01:13.72]Even if I don't stay
[01:18.90]Everything will be okay
[01:24.54]Everything will be okay
[01:27.50]I promise it'll be okay
[01:30.03]Everything will be okay
[01:32.03]Okay okay
[01:34.41]Ah I had to wander
[01:35.77]I had to go tread my own path
[01:37.65]If you don't step through no mud well
[01:39.21]Then it won't last
[01:40.26]The years pass it's crazy how they go fast
[01:42.65]Ask myself questions you have but you won't ask
[01:45.51]Like you don't even come home enough
[01:47.49]Where were you when she was in the hospital huh
[01:49.71]It was only us and that's deep and yeah
[01:51.82]I know it cuts
[01:52.64]But if it gets you then you're weak
[01:54.11]Because we were here and it ain't broken us
[01:56.11]Still as close and stayed by her side when no one was
[01:58.69]Like when she lost her job and everything how broke we was
[02:01.35]When she was sick and she needed some taking care of
[02:03.57]A fifteen year old shouldered the weight
[02:05.13]And when he was scared of
[02:06.46]The worst I know that you stayed strong
[02:08.43]Don't say this enough
[02:09.46]But you made me just as proud as you made mom
[02:11.67]Yeah you got some anger but I don't blame you at all
[02:13.88]I know I don't call
[02:17.07]Even if I don't stay
[02:22.31]Everything will be okay will be okay
[02:27.82]Everything will be okay
[02:30.46]I promise it'll be okay
[02:33.09]Everything will be okay
[02:35.31]Okay okay
[02:37.73]In that first grade class they came and got me
[02:40.30]Your mom's outside say goodbye now to everybody
[02:42.72]U-Haul was waiting with all of her things
[02:44.50]At least what she could pack
[02:45.77]In the time my dad's at work and before he came back
[02:48.22]Way too young to comprehend what was happening
[02:50.46]Are we going to grandma's when are we coming back again
[02:53.27]Little did I know that we were leaving him by himself
[02:56.01]And ten years would pass before mom sees anybody else
[02:58.71]Just us in middle school I ain't understand
[03:01.34]Who Melissa was and why she wasn't another man
[03:03.90]Biased and confused they try to explain but nobody can
[03:06.60]Wanted what I thought was normal she had another plan
[03:09.28]Such is life even if it took time for me
[03:11.59]To accept it
[03:12.31]No longer dad now but a woman with whom she slept with
[03:15.15]Or for the years when a secret was how she kept it
[03:17.84]I ain't get it admittedly I was skeptic
[03:19.98]I came around happiness I see's what you may have found
[03:22.95]And that's what's most important
[03:23.95]I don't wanna see you breaking down
[03:25.59]I wanna see you smile
[03:26.60]I don't wanna see you make a frown
[03:28.14]If she loves you then that's all anybody needs maybe now
[03:30.97]By five things had gotten worse
[03:32.95]Moved to the basement deep depressions a rotten curse
[03:35.52]Hiding in a dark space her mind and her body hurts
[03:38.11]Becoming more reclusive and the pills should have been alerts
[03:40.67]So the worse it got I became more and more afraid
[03:43.43]Until one night I went into that room
[03:45.02]On the floor she laid
[03:45.89]I sher she was blue her skin was cold she wasn't breathing
[03:48.73]Screamed Melissa wake up couldn't fathom that she was leaving
[03:51.32]Mom and bro was running down I screamed somebody help
[03:53.90]Try pumping her chest C P R but it didn't help
[03:56.57]Toughest pill to swallow but we lost that's forced reflection
[03:59.33]While in her life you made her happy
[04:00.87]Thank you for the blessing
[04:03.07]Aaaa aaaa
[04:08.41]Aaaaaa
[04:13.67]Aaaaaa
[04:23.68]Even if I don't stay
[04:28.86]Everything will be okay
[04:32.08]It'll be it'll be okay
[04:34.45]Everything will be okay
[04:37.18]I promise it'll be okay
[04:39.75]Everything will be okay
[04:41.92]Okay okay