[00:00.03]Damn I feel so loose, I'm about to pop s*it
[00:04.17]What's a man to do when he's out of options
[00:07.70]I ain't wanna do it but ...
[00:10.47]Shhh, hold on
[00:11.16]Be quiet, they're coming
[00:12.31]Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no
[00:19.16]Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no
[00:22.37]Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no
[00:25.66]No, no, no, no, no, no
[00:28.88]I said gimmie that, gimmie that
[00:30.22]Gimmie that, gimmie that
[00:31.18]You heard what I said
[00:32.51]***** run that, run that
[00:33.90]Run that, run that
[00:34.90]You heard what I said
[00:36.43]I said yeah
[00:37.58]Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no
[00:40.18]Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no
[00:44.26]I remember everything was different
[00:45.26]When I tried to get a job and make some money
[00:47.12]I was livin' on the street
[00:47.76]I walk a lot of miles and nobody wasn't hiring
[00:49.58]and I had to stand in line if I was to get something to eat
[00:51.41]Cause I ain't had no homies and my girl depended on me every night that we were lonely and I couldn't get no sleep
[00:55.18]Cause I was plotting on anybody I seen that was getting money
[00:56.95]You got it? I need it sorry, you don't need it more than me
[00:58.66]And *****, I'm tired of this struggle, ducking and dodging them puddles wondering if God ever hear the prayers I said
[01:02.29]Cause every time I got a new hustle, that s*it done got me in trouble
[01:04.37]You don't know how many f*****g tears I've shed
[01:05.23]But **** it, I'm letting loose
[01:06.47]And they told me don't bend the rules
[01:07.58]This is my winter blues
[01:08.41]You know what I'm finna do
[01:09.49]Anything necessary to make it up in the news
[01:11.34]And I'm taking every muthaf*****g thing that I pick and choose
[01:13.01]And I'm done with all the begging, I'm past that
[01:14.82]All I did was get laughed at
[01:15.52]You can go back track but you'll never get cash back
[01:17.31]And they told me I'm half black
[01:18.25]But I'm white as a lab rat
[01:18.94]With a mic and a gas mask
[01:19.92]I'm a light for your trash ass
[01:20.89]And I might get the last laugh
[01:21.92]Better fight if you back stab
[01:22.82]With a knife in your backpack
[01:23.75]All my life I've been jabbed at
[01:24.65]But I fight like I'm Mad Max with a knife with the yeah yeah
[01:26.46]You know, you know what the **** I'm talking about
[01:27.26]Listen
[01:28.56]I don't give a **** about your feelings
[01:29.34]You don't have any idea just what I had to do to get what I want
[01:31.28]All I wanted was to make a decent living
[01:33.63]I can't even count it all my fingers how much s*it that I lost
[01:35.69]***** this is my job
[01:37.58]These are my thoughts
[01:39.42]I ain't never had s*it but for now you better give me what's yours
[01:43.14]Damn I feel so loose, I'm about to pop s*it
[01:47.24]What's a man to do when he's out of options
[01:50.64]I ain't wanna do it but ...
[01:53.10]Shhh, hold on
[01:54.01]Be quiet
[01:54.57]They're coming
[01:55.53]Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no
[02:01.41]Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no
[02:05.49]Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no
[02:08.87]No, no, no, no, no, no
[02:11.86]I said gimme that, gimme that
[02:13.16]Gimme that, gimme that
[02:14.21]You heard what I said
[02:16.08]***** run that, run that
[02:16.59]Run that, run that
[02:17.85]You heard what I said
[02:19.23]I said yeah
[02:20.55]Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no
[02:23.73]Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no
[02:26.87]You really got some nerve talkin' bout me like
[02:29.04]you're better cause you got your s*it together
[02:30.20]and I'm really goin' through it
[02:31.23]I don't think you have a clue what it feels like
[02:32.83]doin' dirt knowin' in your heart you ain't wanna do it
[02:34.62]I don't got one G bone in my body,
[02:36.12]I ain't never g******g I don't know nothing about it
[02:37.58]I don't claim to be a thug ***** or Illuminati
[02:40.26]but there really ain't no tellin' what I do when I get rowdy
[02:41.54]And I'm starvin' and my back against the wall and you ballin'
[02:44.09]Everytime I see you all you do is flash hundreds
[02:45.86]Everything on fleek I ain't never had nothin'
[02:47.67]I just wanna be you when I feel like stuntin'
[02:49.38]And lettin' loose and they told me don't bend the rules
[02:50.90]This is my winter blues you don't know what I finna do
[02:52.69]Anything necessary to make it up in the news
[02:54.38]And I'm taking every muthaf****n' thing that I pick and choose
[02:56.12]I'm done with that hating s*it
[02:57.23]The **** do you think this is
[02:58.21]Damn it, you made me sick
[02:59.21]Ain't no time for no babysit
[03:00.14]This is the way we live and yes I'm okay with this
[03:01.83]You think you all that and a bag of potato chips?
[03:03.65]Could jump off a crazy bridge
[03:04.58]And enough of you idiot kids
[03:05.56]Go suckin' a lady ****
[03:06.37]I would never just make amends
[03:07.50]With none of you shakin' hands in public
[03:08.89]Yeah yeah like get the **** out of my face, dude
[03:11.08]Listen
[03:11.72]I don't give a **** about your feelings
[03:12.91]You don't have any idea just what a ***** had to do to get loose
[03:14.81]All I wanted was to make a decent living
[03:16.72]I can't even count on all my fingers how much s*it I went through
[03:18.44]What I went through
[03:20.67]What I went through
[03:22.98]And when s*it get real ain't really nothing that you can do
[03:26.31]Yo, what's up, this is Joyner
[04:08.16]I'm unable to take your call right now
[04:09.42]Leave me a brief message and I'll get back to you
[04:11.60]Peace
[04:13.52]Yo, who the **** do you think you are tryna give advice to a child?
[04:18.82]My child
[04:20.43]*****, you the biggest piece of s*it I've ever met in my life
[04:23.94]My *****
[04:24.79]You the last person that should be trying to give advice to anybody about anything
[04:28.44]Let alone my f*****g kid
[04:30.46]Acting like some f*****g role model or some s*it
[04:33.70]*****, no nobody wanna be like you
[04:34.87]Stop it
[04:35.33]