[00:04.60]Yes, Yes I'm your blessing mom
[00:07.74]Mama I know
[00:08.91]Sometimes I act crazy but I'm still your baby
[00:13.20]The projects made me like this you can't blame me
[00:16.92]Mama I'm still your baby but the streets corrupt me
[00:22.25]I'm sorry I fell in love with guns,
[00:24.45]I fell in love with thuggin'
[00:26.46]I'm clutchin',
[00:27.28]I keep that Colt .45 everyday like Tony Dungy
[00:30.83]I shoulda just listened to what you said
[00:33.19]But I don't really like instructions
[00:35.27]I don't be wantin' to hear nothing
[00:37.46]Cause I was lookin' up to my cousin
[00:39.64]They was in and out of jail, that was all I seen
[00:41.80]So I knew what I wanted to be as a youngin'
[00:43.80]Mama said she hate my stubbornness
[00:46.50]Why I gotta be so grumpy
[00:48.59]When it comes to anger don't rush it
[00:50.63]You gon' end up in a dungeon
[00:52.91]I hate my attitude but I love him
[00:55.01]Cause I don't really be with that ***** *****t
[00:57.20]Mama I'm fried, I be just tryna vibe
[00:59.77]I ain't really trying to get impulsive
[01:01.78]Sittin' back sippin' on Hennessey
[01:03.88]*****s tryna drain out my energy
[01:06.11]Ain't no bad vibe in these premises
[01:08.30]I can feel the vibe you envy me
[01:10.50]Tryna stay level-headed keep my head straight
[01:12.82]But the devil he don't want to see me go the better way
[01:14.95]Deep in my heart lookin' for the love I had
[01:17.04]My heart was gold but these dirty streets turned it black
[01:19.29]I was a good lil' ***** life turned me bad
[01:21.57]Can't show sympathy, I might get whacked
[01:23.77]On probation but I know I got to stay strapped
[01:26.14]Went on a lick geek, I forgot my face mask
[01:28.09]Went on a lick geek, turn up on a ***** ass
[01:30.37]When they let me out VA, I had 30 stash
[01:32.67]Poppin' fraud cause this rap *****t wasn't bringin' cash
[01:34.92]Always takin' care of my mama cause she all I had
[01:36.90]You would think a boy roller bladin'
[01:39.00]How I skated so much around my vacations
[01:41.16]I coulda got draft to the Patriots
[01:43.41]NFL, run up on me get deflated
[01:45.59]Drop some but I caught a lot of cases
[01:47.84]On route, goin' up top on a safety
[01:49.99]I pray to Yahweh could you save me?
[01:52.39]Lately, I been goin' back crazy
[01:54.93]Maybe if you be my lady
[01:57.02]I might stop all this ragin'
[01:59.29]Baby could you be my lady
[02:01.44]I just been sittin' here thinkin'
[02:03.60]Wonder if you could be my lady
[02:05.80]I be goin' through some phases
[02:08.09]I don't want to know new faces
[02:10.35]Everybody 'round me changin'
[02:12.49]I was just talkin' about this to my partna them
[02:14.56]I just gave a ***** ass hoe a compliment
[02:16.61]Thought she was a thousand,
[02:17.81]I just start to like the bit
[02:18.99]Nine dollar bill that ain't real she counterfeit
[02:21.13]My ***** I was so close of wifin' it
[02:23.22]I ain't brought it in, she's triflin'
[02:25.53]All along she was just a bodit *****
[02:27.81]She a slimey bit, she a grimey *****
[02:30.07]She conniving, she a sloppy *****
[02:32.27]Don't go out like that, she a nat
[02:34.58]Fall back Black she a nat
[02:36.52]Don't go out like that she a nat