[00:01.17]It's been a few years since you've been gone [00:08.40]There's been a few tears, but that was years and years ago [00:15.35]Yeah, I grew up to be exactly what you wanted [00:22.94]Yeah,I been living out the dream that you dreamt up [00:33.09]It's been a few years with more to come [00:40.55]It's been a few years since I've felt sure of what I want [00:47.04]And I woke up today and found that [00:50.85]you were waiting here for me and I thought Woah [00:57.28]old friend it's bittersweet [01:04.37]How could you do this to me? [01:09.76]How could you do this to me? Yeah [01:17.00]Cause you are not who you think you are [01:22.00]There's no grain on these brown eyes [01:24.48]but they can be green if they really want [01:30.56]And I can bend your words so they say exactly what hurts the most [01:38.63]But silence is better than fake laughs or faking were always up, loose grip [01:46.83]The world bends around you [01:48.52]And living through cracked screens [01:51.10]We fall fold down to what we want [01:53.92]Out of love [01:55.91]we talk through lines, we're made of smoke [02:00.16]And just in time, we drift away [02:04.19]Diffusing light, confusing times [02:08.03]Growing up, or cascading down? [02:14.00]Cascading down [02:18.01]I'm hurting now [02:23.23]But change comes slow [02:27.08]If you hate what's in your head, the **** would you speak your mind? [02:34.00]In search of lost time [02:37.81]Just 21 so I'm young and I'm stupid [02:42.11]Only 16, yeah I think you should've known [02:46.86]I think you ****** me up [02:54.94]I think, [02:58.57]I think you ****** me up [03:02.33]And I've got nothing to say to you [03:14.73]It's been a few years and I've moved on [03:22.30]Couldn't make it disappear, oh I tried so hard to be strong [03:29.62]But I grew up today and faced that I'm not just lonely [03:38.48]Don't feel much better but I guess that it's a start