[00:00.000] 作词 : TuC
[00:01.000] 作曲 : TuC
[00:15.959]This is the last month of 2018
[00:20.627]Look back on everything that happened this year
[00:24.415]i just wanna say
[00:30.122]回顾这一年 发生所有事
[00:32.027]丝毫不避嫌 反正没有志
[00:33.690]向，喝着香槟，一年都伤心
[00:35.561]点一份双拼，给我的奖品
[00:37.213]这一年一直向下就像垂直同步
[00:39.009]生活就是被碎石融入
[00:40.842]像是镜像，无限重复
[00:42.335]我这命相，失败一直无限巩固
[00:44.183]最后这一个月醉后的每个夜如此颓废
[00:46.970]退后着商量策略这种蠢办法到底谁会
[00:49.603]只有我始终无法走出站在了自己的阴影
[00:52.658]看着漫天星星
[00:54.087]想想现在的情景
[00:55.073]呆在我的房间
[00:55.998]歌词字里行间
[00:56.909]被无数想法重复
[00:58.658]先是五月份攒钱买的喜欢的伴奏
[01:00.908]但是无法坦言最后让脑残粉抨击下架好像是最好的善后
[01:05.721]好歌含恨是最大的遗憾
[01:07.529]烂歌红遍是难破解的谜案
[01:09.278]我的思想从此时变得极端
[01:10.835]但生活还没开始如此糜烂
[01:12.764]于是我说过不会再说脏话
[01:14.623]只有被迫寄居在喷子的窗下
[01:16.390]无数小人踩在了我的肩膀
[01:18.190]他们在一边大笑还再一边讲
[01:19.800]自己如何是成功
[01:21.179]你们
[01:21.405]不清楚自己有多大神通
[01:23.192]我像被困在牢房里埋头横冲
[01:25.121]直撞，但是都只是撞在墙上
[01:27.001]感觉一棵草
[01:27.925]能把我割倒
[01:28.824]倒在那泥沼
[01:29.716]自己在祈祷
[01:30.613]光亮的出现
[01:31.512]被点燃火焰
[01:32.364]烫烫烫，但我还是那么倔
[01:33.874]强强强，从来不会退却
[01:36.022]不是我嘴撅
[01:36.846]已经被毁灭
[01:37.738]再没有泪腺
[01:38.910]所以我现在到底怕谁来这里诡辩
[01:41.266]ohhhh，ive been travelin on this road too long
[01:46.109]我在这条路上迷茫了太久
[01:47.048]just tryin find my way back home
[01:48.523]只想找到回家的路
[01:49.031]the old me dead and gone
[01:51.479]过去的我已经凋零远逝
[01:52.751]dead and gone
[01:53.626]凋零远逝
[01:55.359]ohhhh，ive been travelin on this road too long
[01:57.387]我在这条路上迷茫了太久
[02:00.369]just tryin find my way back home
[02:01.905]只想找到回家的路
[02:04.251]the old me dead and gone
[02:05.483]过去的我已经凋零远逝
[02:07.134]dead and gone
[02:07.975]凋零远逝
[02:09.728]后面这半年过的猪狗不如
[02:11.449]太多困难将我的出口堵住
[02:13.103]感觉像是无法找到那出路
[02:15.091]在第四层梦境承受孤独
[02:16.906]半年的一个人，变幻的几座城
[02:18.684]全是自己在漂泊
[02:20.439]吸取一身的糟粕
[02:21.797]那种无助感绝对没人能够超过
[02:23.883]在，
[02:24.267]前不久的十月因为
[02:25.767]爱，写给初恋的歌因为无
[02:27.507]奈，但只给了她无尽的伤
[02:29.326]害，可能是一抱还一抱
[02:31.160]下一段感情
[02:32.907]像
[02:33.184]是对我下达了死刑
[02:33.975]可能还是因为长相问题
[02:35.424]问我我全部都笑着回避
[02:36.703]不怕笑话我还在等她
[02:38.104]无法走出这是耶稣的审判
[02:39.932]吃着冷饭看看我有多久要等待
[02:42.316]这可能就是你们说的所谓的还债
[02:45.236]前面是星海，后面是深渊，被夹在中央
[02:48.456]向前是精彩，向后是坠落，
[02:49.834]我向后躺下巨浪砸在了我的胸腔
[02:52.419]如何让一枚石头体会我的孤独
[02:54.249]曾爱过的整个世界最让我无助
[02:56.032]我是越来越活的糊涂
[02:57.562]2019我要压下我所有的赌注
[02:59.560]被迫盲行太久导致
[03:01.382]不分对错待在过去的我钟声敲响即将消逝
[03:04.306]右臂上埃米纳姆是前进的标志
[03:06.629]ohhhh，ive been travelin on this road too long
[03:08.890]我在这条路上迷茫了太久
[03:11.809]just tryin find my way back home
[03:13.374]只想找到回家的路
[03:15.328]the old me dead and gone
[03:16.593]过去的我已经凋零远逝
[03:18.118]dead and gone
[03:18.979]凋零远逝
[03:20.782]ohhhh，ive been travelin on this road too long
[03:23.207]我在这条路上迷茫了太久
[03:26.127]just tryin find my way back home
[03:27.566]只想找到回家的路
[03:29.656]the old me dead and gone
[03:31.565]过去的我已经凋零远逝
[03:32.460]dead and gone
[03:33.165]凋零远逝
[03:34.954]i see nobody by my side
[03:38.404]我身边无人可依
[03:42.204]run still nobody in sight sigh
[03:45.183]t
[03:45.758]依旧了无人迹
[03:49.296]the old me dead and gone
[03:52.610]曾经的我消失远去
[03:56.379]what that mean im gone be alright alright
[03:59.159]前方一定是康庄大道
[04:03.505]ohhhh，ive been travelin on this road too long
[04:06.355]我在这条路上迷茫了太久
[04:08.732]just tryin find my way back home
[04:10.694]只想找到回家的路
[04:12.463]the old me dead and gone
[04:14.172]过去的我已经凋零远逝
[04:15.515]dead and gone
[04:16.007]凋零远逝
[04:17.677]ohhhh，ive been travelin on this road too long
[04:19.576]我在这条路上迷茫了太久
[04:23.056]just tryin find my way back home
[04:25.186]只想找到回家的路
[04:26.596]the old me dead and gone
[04:27.630]过去的我已经凋零远逝
[04:29.281]dead and gone
[04:30.675]凋零远逝