[00:00.000] 作词 : SMUZ [00:00.545] 作曲 : SMUZ [00:01.91]编曲:SMUZ [00:02.91]封面:studio 4c square R [00:07.75]when i finally tasted happiness [00:10.31]realized that sht i felt in the past [00:12.69]it’s no one’s fault [00:13.60]my ocean is never tranquil [00:14.94]always storm [00:16.37]now the water could be a mirror [00:17.99]reflecting who i am now [00:19.53]look at me what i am gonna be [00:21.21]deep inside the tripping beast broken feet [00:24.18]i walk into the bus sit in the back [00:26.48]looking down eyes no focus city lights [00:28.84]how can a living thing be so lost [00:30.93]on this planet just like me [00:32.71]rolling flame and lava around me [00:34.80]how could I even breath [00:36.30]how could I even blink and see [00:41.10]looking for reasons to stay alive [00:43.59]next day will the sunrise shine on me [00:48.15]looking for reasons to stay alive [00:51.74]next day will the sunrise shine on me [00:56.31]in one particular year [00:57.80]i almost couldn’t insist on existing [00:59.73]but there is strong persistence [01:01.63]thank to my self [01:02.95]the consciousness tell me something is waiting [01:05.39]the current situation is a cliff [01:07.51]people try to fall on purpose [01:09.47]this damn endless dangerous path [01:11.38]end how many people’s life for one time [01:13.71]it leads to a beautiful view that you’ve never seen [01:16.05]the happiness you’ve never taste [01:18.16]the love you’ve never sink [01:19.17]the moment you’ve never seize [01:20.91]a better man is made in this long run game [01:22.99]he never give up saved himself [01:25.64]and he finally wins [01:28.23]looking for reasons to stay alive [01:31.78]next day will the sunrise shine on me [01:36.28]looking for reasons to stay alive [01:39.88]next day will the sunrise shine on me [02:00.45]used to smile every time [02:02.39]I fake myself [02:03.31]pretend to be a happy child [02:05.34]but why these days I couldn’t even smile [02:08.34]I am the still figure in the painting [02:11.27]don’t wake me up [02:12.48]thoughts are created time is flying [02:14.08]struggles are daily breakfast [02:17.93]nothing’s perfect and pretty [02:19.59]maybe i am fuking crazy [02:21.43]but knowing my mind is clear and steady [02:23.60]need some guidance when im ready [02:25.60]patience is the best therapy [02:27.70]let me make it through 25 plz [02:32.68]looking for reasons to stay alive [02:35.69]next day the sunrise [02:37.90]will shine on me [02:40.52]looking for reasons to stay alive [02:43.57]next day the sunrise [02:46.15]will shine on me