[00:00.000]Lately, I feel like I've been losing my mind [00:06.882]I've been losing my mind, mmm [00:12.586]And every now and then I feel like I'm fine [00:19.629]I feel like I'm fine and then I start slipping [00:26.193]I keep on slipping [00:29.685]I keep on slipping (said every now and then when) [00:32.722]I just keep on slipping (said every now and then when) [00:35.959]And then I start slipping (said every now and then when) [00:39.214]I keep on slipping (said every now and then when) [00:42.769]I keep on slipping (said every now and then when) [00:45.515]I just keep on slipping (said every now and then when) [00:49.046]I keep on slipping (said every now and then when) [00:52.397]I just keep on slipping (said every now and then when) [00:55.444]And then I start slipping (said every now and then when) [00:58.454]I keep on slipping (said every now and then when) [01:01.943]I keep on slipping (said every now and then when) [01:05.280]I just keep on slipping (said every now and then when) [01:08.371]I keep on slipping (said every now and then when) [01:11.713]I just keep on slipping (said every now and then when) [01:14.846]And then I start slipping (said every now and then when) [01:17.972]I keep on- [01:19.516] [01:19.516]I'm losing it, really feels like I'm losing it [01:22.004]Sad thing is I ain't doing nothing to improve this sh*t [01:25.986]Some days are better than others, feeling distant from my brothers [01:29.292]I almost lost control and choked my baby's mother [01:31.783]But I checked myself, thank God, I checked myself [01:34.848]Always helping others but I just can't seem to help myself [01:38.193]I just can't help myself, nothing to be concerned about [01:41.487]Listening to Amy, I ain't going either but we know how that turned out [01:45.342]Then the homie Josh OD'd, I'm thinking to myself that could've been me [01:48.639]Just turned 28 but my liver's probably like 73 [01:51.704]This ain't the life for me, ain't feeling like the man I'm supposed to be [01:55.041]Thought having kids would make you tame [01:57.009]I've been doing even mo' drugs since my daughter came [02:00.066]My momma's gonna hear this and feel so ashamed, so ashamed [02:04.688] [02:05.061]Uh, uh-uh, yeah [02:06.783]And then I start slipping (every now and then) [02:09.766]Uh, uh, I keep on slipping ('said every now and then) [02:13.515]I keep on slipping ('said every now and then) [02:16.773]I keep on slipping ('said every now and then) [02:19.558]Can we restart? ('said every now and then) [02:22.861]Cause things be hard ('said every now and then) [02:25.934]And we need our niggas ('said every now and then) [02:29.246]Yeah, we need our niggas ('said every now and then) [02:32.566]We need our- ('said every now and then) [02:36.022]Keep, keep on, yeah ('said every now and then) [02:39.109]K-k-keep on it ('said every now and then) [02:42.176]Cause we need our niggas ('said every now and then) [02:44.652]Yeah, so k-keep on niggas ('said every now and then) [02:48.733]Cause we need our- (light it up, baby) [02:52.229] [02:55.150]And then I start slippin' [02:56.002]Do you know what it feels like to be at war with yourself? I do [02:59.553]My mental issues going on and on, I feel like Badu [03:02.608]Can't seem to shake this sh*t, I can't even take this sh*t [03:05.586]Sometimes I f*cking hate myself, I swear to God, I hate this sh*t [03:08.866]I think I need a "Hitch", the way I ruin my relationships lately [03:12.170]We used to vacay in Jamaica, now Jamaican me crazy [03:15.747]Fighting with my baby girl, turn us to exes quick [03:18.786]Now we've been tryna break it back like the Exorcist [03:22.123]And I be stressing sh*t so much that this Effexor don't work [03:25.360]I would switch the medicines, but I did Lexapro first [03:28.658]Feeling sceptical, sometimes I think my blessing's a curse [03:31.942]The same depression made me anxious is what gave me this verse [03:34.995]But every time I think of making it work, it gets worse [03:38.959]And then I start slippin' [03:41.256] [03:44.400]I keep on slipping ('said every now and then) [03:47.610]I keep on slipping ('said every now and then) [03:50.423]I just keep on slipping ('said every now and then) [03:54.243]I keep on slipping ('said every now and then) [03:57.576]I keep on slipping ('said every now and then) [04:00.243]I keep on slipping ('said every now and then) [04:03.695]I just keep on slipping ('said every now and then) [04:07.014]I keep on slipping ('said every now and then) [04:10.367]I keep on slipping ('said every now and then) [04:13.471]I keep on slipping ('said every now and then) [04:16.530]I just keep on slipping ('said every now and then) [04:20.135]I keep on slipping ('said every now and then) [04:23.230]I keep on slipping ('said every now and then) [04:26.545]I keep on slipping ('said every now and then) [04:29.605]I just keep on slipping ('said every now and then) [04:31.818] [04:32.541]Keep, on (keep on slipping) [04:35.616]Keep, keep on (keep on slipping) [04:39.195]K-keep on it (keep on slipping) [04:42.508]Cause we need our niggas (keep on slipping) [04:45.776]So k-keep our niggas (keep on slipping) [04:48.809]So k-keep our-