[00:00.000] 作词 : 马英伦/烨炜 [00:01.000] 作曲 : 马英伦 [00:06.48]原曲:black sheep [00:08.13]副原曲:寂寞先生 [00:09.90]混音:AKA烨炜 [00:12.01]后期合成:AKA烨炜 [00:37.06]You can ask me how I'm doing, I'll say fine. [00:40.61]Even though the pain is killing me inside. [00:44.19]You can Ask me how I'm feeling, I'm alright. [00:47.57]You want the truth then you can look me in the eyes. [00:51.35]You can ask me how I've been I'll say okay, [00:54.57]I never gave a **** about my feelings anyways [00:58.40]You can ask me hows its been I'll say, it's great [01:01.62]I never wanted your sympathy in the first place. [01:05.55]And I know I really mean that in the worst way. [01:08.87]I'd share my side by I don't think you'd ever see it. [01:12.25]I turn my back on everybody even me. [01:15.88]I'd say I'm sorry but I don't know what It'd would mean. [01:19.55]我可以 [01:20.51]无所谓 [01:28.42]寂寞却一直掉眼泪 [01:35.02]看过了太多的街头巷尾 [01:37.14]要么死命挣扎要么用脏话当作词缀 [01:40.17]我也想过要后退 [01:41.42]不愿让爱我的人看到我有多狼狈 [01:44.35]夜晚要先充满酒精味才能入睡 [01:47.47]还是求醉 [01:48.28]半打百威加一杯生命之水 [01:50.89]特别颓废 [01:51.55]树倒猴狲散后应该换一个称谓 [01:54.38]前赴后继得不知道疲惫 [01:56.10]有多少词汇 [01:57.31]可以形容 [01:57.96]这种力不从心的感知敢讲敢为 [02:01.15]谁又痛恨这种不纯粹 [02:03.22]我还没醉 [02:04.13]周围还都是空座位 [02:05.84]今晚还是一个人睡 [02:07.75]寂寞先生是哪一位 [02:09.41]如果你就是上帝给的那颗毒苹果 [02:12.48]无所谓 [02:13.28]尤其是对这个早已百毒不侵的我 [02:16.21]Singing [02:17.38]Black Nails, Black Sheep [02:18.94]I was never meant to be [02:20.50]I'm in the dark, but I can see. [02:22.31]This world was never meant for me [02:24.03]Black Nails, Black Sheep [02:25.69]I was never meant to be [02:27.59]I'm in the dark, but I can see. [02:29.86]This world was never meant for me [02:31.27]Black Nails, Black Sheep [02:32.78]I was never meant to be [02:34.60]I'm in the dark, but I can see. [02:36.26]This world was never meant for me [02:39.09]我可以 [02:39.88]无所谓 [02:47.80]寂寞却一直掉眼泪 [02:54.04]人类除了擅长颓废 [02:57.82]做什么都不对 [03:02.81]Oh I'm not OK [03:08.69]这到底是在哪里 [03:10.24]是梦境还是在墓地 [03:12.06]背驰着大多数的所谓的真理 [03:14.63]没什么诀窍 [03:15.74]带好面具 [03:16.74]不用说太多 [03:17.60]保持着微笑而已 [03:19.31]偶尔回头看看过往的自己 [03:21.71]那时的你是否还记得我有多真 [03:24.34]对待爱的事情有多深 [03:26.16]不会在意自己得多少分 [03:28.28]周围的一切都在看着 [03:30.79]我把这份幼稚表达的有多天真 [03:32.80]也都在等着我下一个拍子 [03:35.16]会怎么样去停顿 [03:36.88]现在的我开始学着怎么样去先蹲 [03:39.39]后跳 [03:39.95]就像是我把所有的苦痛全部都吞 [03:42.87]当药 [03:43.37]我没说这世界有错 [03:45.33]也没觉得自己有过 [03:46.95]更没祈求谁都跑来理解我 [03:48.95]如果那样我得普通的有多落魄 [03:51.59]面对困难需要祷告 [03:53.50]对我来说真的没有必要 [03:56.48]没有必要