4AM (k?d Remix) What I've been trying to do is tell you I'm still scared What I've been trying to hide is just how much I care There's reasons for breaking our ties and telling you lies, I confess What I've been trying to say is how I'm such a mess I'll be your favorite worst mistake I'll be a memory, I'll be a ghost You'll be a night to fill the space You'll be a moon, then I'll go How can I hold you so close When I'm thinking of somebody else? How can I treat you so right When I know you're only the end The reason you're here is to do with my fear I hate being alone How can I do this to you Yet you still always answer the phone?