[00:11.600]Cops is firing, ****** is dying
[00:13.659]And for the ones tryna make it out, please keep trying
[00:16.402]Cause ****** out here die for no reason, it's killer season
[00:19.487]Kids dying, somebody's son, daughter, nephew, and nieces
[00:23.065]R.I.P big bro, I swear I miss you man
[00:25.443]I wish I was right up there hanging with you man
[00:28.253]In the hood there's no hope, them crackers take us for jokes
[00:31.231]They laugh at us, when we successful they mad at us
[00:33.791]Crack fiends in the hood with bad habits
[00:36.337]And cops passing always tryna stop and harass us
[00:39.690]Liquor stores on the corner, they tryna line us
[00:42.140]Go to white neighborhoods, you hardly find one
[00:45.497]It's a cold world, that's why we hold heat
[00:48.112]Either your pops in jail, dead, or a deadbeat
[00:50.941]We gotta eat by any means necessary
[00:53.383]Cause ****** hustle from February to February
[00:56.703]And ain't no telling how many ****** in cemeteries
[00:59.319]It hurt to see my brother's name on that obituary
[01:02.129]They tryna bring us down but **** 'em, we ain't breaking
[01:04.802]And for my brother, I promised that ***** that I'ma make it
[01:08.210]I'm just tryna make it through the day
[01:13.181]And I just wanna get away
[01:18.984]So I'ma inhale until I'm out of breath
[01:25.114]And I'ma drink this bottle 'til it's nothing left
[01:30.685]It really hurt me when they killed my brother
[01:33.239]He was only 20 when they took his life from him
[01:36.165]I was 17, I was happy with a dream
[01:38.544]But when he died I realized life ain't really what it seems
[01:41.515]It's a cold world, so **** it I'm a cold girl
[01:44.515]And I'm screaming **** the whole world
[01:46.765]Cause life took that one person that meant most to me
[01:49.407]Other half, he was close to me
[01:51.845]I want him close to me
[01:53.319]Now he a ghost to me
[01:55.597]I feel like there's no hope for me
[01:57.839]That's why I keep that toast with me
[01:59.848]Cock it back and pop a ***** close to me
[02:03.022]Cause I don't trust nobody
[02:05.091]I think i need some damn help
[02:07.269]I can't trust ******, I don't trust my damn self
[02:10.275]And that's why my brother dead, because he trust ******
[02:13.081]He ****** around and trusted a **** *****
[02:15.753]I'm just tryna make it through the day
[02:21.316]And I just wanna get away
[02:27.398]So I'ma inhale until I'm out of breath
[02:32.879]And I'ma drink this bottle 'til it's nothing left
[02:38.066]I'm stressing, anxiety and depression
[02:40.722]I carry a lot of anger, a lot of hate and agression
[02:43.262]I'm lost, and I'm just tryna find my way home, how
[02:46.959]In a world full of people I feel alone after
[02:49.511]Almost losing a sister I lost a brother and
[02:52.325]Never having a father, only a mother
[02:54.858]My sister was one pound and twelve ounces, premature
[02:58.189]You heard? one pound, not three or four
[03:01.181]But she survived and that's a blessing in disguise
[03:03.288]We prayed and we had faith, I guess hope is still alive
[03:05.982]And now she's in middle school, you see how time flies?
[03:08.803]Just to see her graduate is a feeling I can't describe
[03:11.698]She ain't really know her brother, he passed when she was five
[03:15.036]She was three when she last saw him alive
[03:17.405]And I'm just happy that she ain't gotta ever live with that pain
[03:20.317]****, I be ready to cry hearing his name man
[03:23.539]I'm just tryna make it through the day
[03:29.394]And I just wanna get away
[03:34.481]So I'ma inhale until I'm out of breath
[03:40.608]And I'ma drink this bottle 'til it's nothing left
[03:46.615]Dear lord I know I'm sinning but
[03:49.189]It's hard to change the way I'm living
[03:52.088]I gotta get it, I gotta get it
[03:55.189]I gotta get it
[03:57.689]I'm just tryna make it through the day
[04:03.156]And I just wanna get away
[04:08.978]So I'ma inhale until I'm out of breath
[04:11.483]And I'ma drink this bottle 'til it's nothing left
[04:14.934]Dear lord I know I'm sinning but
[04:17.284]It's hard to change the way I'm living
[04:20.310]I gotta get it, I gotta get it
[04:23.721]Oh I gotta get it