[00:00.000] 作词 : CJ_Malone
[00:01.000] 作曲 : CJ_Malone
[00:04.19]编曲：adan
[00:12.61]录混：官硕 Kynun
[00:15.15]封面：Young Teddy
[00:18.40]开始感到痛苦
[00:20.47]深陷失落无助
[00:22.52]从云端摔到地底没有经过任何保护
[00:24.91]没有任何缓冲没有任何过渡
[00:27.11]想在高空漂浮
[00:29.21]俯瞰一切无视身外之物
[00:30.82]不想活成别人的样子
[00:32.12]即便早已格格不入
[00:33.28]创造属于自己的路
[00:35.68]上一秒在天堂
[00:37.71]下一秒坠入地狱
[00:39.92]曾幻想过翱翔
[00:41.91]也考虑过选择死亡
[00:44.44]或许生命就该到此为止
[00:46.54]面容冰冷内心血流不止
[00:48.71]支撑我的只剩那份固执
[00:50.41]或许那段故事刻成我的墓志
[00:53.19]内心中的委屈早就冻结 ay
[00:57.38]可替换的面具已经碎裂 ay
[01:01.95]随灵魂的远去选择妥协 ay
[01:06.10]封锁情感禁区无处发泄
[01:09.61]losing myself killing myself
[01:12.02]Destroy everything rightnow
[01:14.30]Angel pushes me to hell
[01:16.26]Life is so hard ya should know
[01:18.35]losing myself killing myself
[01:20.75]Destroy everything rightnow
[01:22.95]Angel pushes me to hell
[01:24.96]Life is so hard ya should know
[01:26.99]losing myself killing myself
[01:29.51]Destroy everything rightnow
[01:31.63]Angel pushes me to hell
[01:33.70]Life is so hard ya should know
[01:35.78]losing myself killing myself
[01:38.17]Destroy everything rightnow
[01:40.42]Angel pushes me to hell
[01:42.36]Life is so hard ya should know
[01:45.48]活着太累
[01:46.68]能不能给灵魂注射**
[01:48.80]太多记忆劫匪挟持大脑让我夜不能寐心力憔悴
[01:54.01]上帝指明七宗罪
[01:56.31]宽恕人类血和泪
[01:58.59]却让我被钉在十字架上究竟是人是鬼
[02:01.80]所以深夜总会感到恍惚
[02:04.00]感到无助感到痛苦
[02:05.34]到了清晨又要穿上用来隐藏的衣服
[02:07.40]带上面具为了换来吃住
[02:11.50]灵魂的痛大于骨骼的裂
[02:13.87]隐藏的墙划分人群的界
[02:16.01]蜡烛燃灭不会收到道谢
[02:18.06]生命如花
[02:19.18]时至今日当谢
[02:20.07]losing myself killing myself
[02:21.81]Destroy everything rightnow
[02:23.96]Angel pushes me to hell
[02:26.02]Life is so hard ya should know
[02:28.08]losing myself killing myself
[02:30.51]Destroy everything rightnow
[02:32.72]Angel pushes me to hell
[02:34.88]Life is so hard ya should know
[02:36.86]losing myself killing myself
[02:39.22]Destroy everything rightnow
[02:41.36]Angel pushes me to hell
[02:43.50]Life is so hard ya should know
[02:45.49]losing myself killing myself
[02:47.95]Destroy everything rightnow
[02:50.23]Angel pushes me to hell
[02:52.17]Life is so hard ya should know
[02:55.29]人们说的光明到底在哪儿
[02:57.30]用尽一生去寻找
[02:59.57]只感觉到无力无助
[03:01.38]沮丧却永远不知疲劳
[03:03.92]Nevermind 就这样一无所有直到彻底衰老
[03:08.16]痛苦控制我的身体直到完全侵蚀我的灵魂还有大脑
[03:12.74]I can’t even laugh
[03:14.96]I can’t even cry
[03:17.06]I can’t even live
[03:19.28]I can’t even die
[03:21.53]I can’t even laugh
[03:23.78]I can’t even cry
[03:25.82]I can’t even live
[03:28.09]I can’t even die
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[03:32.09]这首歌在我最痛苦的时候写下，目的是远离折磨
[03:34.04]希望你听后能化解掉心中的痛苦
[03:35.67]在这个世界上，总会有人懂你，爱你
[03:37.19]请努力的热爱生活，尊重生命
[03:38.57]Peace&Love
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