2 0 [Prod.By.Chronic] 作词 : ripluto 作曲 : ripluto 20 lilyep hey listen I've been do ****** up things in 2018 2018我一直很糟糕 everything will be change in 2019 所有事情都会慢慢变好吧 cruel reality drive me into insane 残酷现实总是把我逼崩溃 keep thinking I don't need this ****** lean 我一直保持思考我也不需要很消极 I be grinding making money for the ice chain 我赚钱为了虚荣 they r also chasing money think I am so lame 都在追求着名利反而认为我更 I am not happy so I gave up on the new wave 我没有开心的歌因为我没什么好开心的 time slips away and where will I stay 时间流逝 我会在这个世界哪处 I hope my girl loves me 我希望我的女孩爱我 I hope my friends love me 我希望我的朋友爱我 I hope my family loves me 我希望我的家人爱我 made a few homie they drop a hint to me 结交的好兄弟会给我很多启发 I've been do ****** up things in 2018 2018我一直很糟糕 everything will be changed in 2019 所有事情都会慢慢变好吧 cruel reality drive me into insane 残酷现实总是把我逼崩溃 keep thinking I don't need this ****** lean 我一直保持思考我也不需要很消极 not bad 一直在进步 get that 盯着我的脚步一点一滴他们感觉so mad 我脾气还是那么臭 像我每个kick那么重 无所谓别人的看法养着梦 可我情绪不可控 THX 4 my mom 感谢母上 THX 4 my crew 感谢小队 THX 4 my vro 感谢基友 I love yall guys 我爱你们 I just sing 4 me 唱给我听 live forever at 20 永远年轻 I love my myself honestly 我爱自己 want 2 be free no limit 也爱自由 x2 I don't like when I lose 我不喜欢失去 I just do what I wanna do 所以我做我想做 before I leave highschool 离开高中之后 I have to face ****** rules 我就必须面对这些烦人的规则 I've been do ****** up things in 2018 2018我一直很糟糕 everything will be change in 2019 所有事情都会慢慢变好吧 cruel reality drive me into insane 残酷现实总是把我逼崩溃 keep thinking I don't need this ****** lean 我一直保持思考我也不需要很消极 20岁意味着现实需要面对 不愿再继续躲在黑暗深处狼狈 对这个世界拥有更多复杂体会 至少未来对现在不会感到惭愧