[00:39.49]Tired of this ****, I ain't having it [00:42.12]Rid of my innocence [00:44.12]I ain't making any sense [00:46.52]Used to be okay, that's past tense [00:49.15]But you know, **** always happens [00:51.35]Look around, everyone's laughing [00:53.54]I am too but I'm just good at acting [00:56.43]I ain't really feel good [00:58.43]But I know I should [01:00.80]Yeah I prolly could [01:03.27]But I know I won't [01:06.00]But I know I won't [01:08.70]Misery, I'm the embodiment [01:10.94]My girl the only thing that's stopping it [01:13.84]I don't wanna feel lost again [01:15.94]My girl the only thing that's stopping it [01:17.83] [01:26.11]Never had no time to react [01:31.09]Gotta watch over my back [01:57.01]Slamming my head on the sink and [01:58.86]I've never been much as a man [02:02.15]Never had b*****s or bling but [02:03.49]I'm done sitting back as a fan [02:06.33]Damn [02:07.53] [02:08.32]Eat the punches, breaking bones inside my cheeks [02:12.61]I'm sick of coughing from the smoke and counting sheep [02:17.25]Artists I wors*ipped [02:19.42]Turn into rivals in avalanche [02:21.42]Knocking them off and come back again [02:23.66]You used to act like a veteran [02:26.40]I'm just a kid with a purpose [02:29.00]You don't see s*it through these verses [02:31.29]Swear that I'm fake like a plastic man [02:33.77]Starting to fade and come back again [02:36.24]My presence starting to fade and come back again [02:38.46] [02:38.66]Trapped in a cycle of negligence [02:40.60]Trying to follow my excellence [02:43.04]Is there anything left on this members*ip [02:45.48]At home while I smoke and search netflix [02:48.52]Targets that scratch up my checklist [02:51.01]Breaking my neck is a quick fix [02:53.41]I'm not a regular person?