[00:11.60]I lay awake and look at the ceiling and wonder why [00:14.69]I'm so afraid to face all these feelings and want to die [00:17.73]I'm out of place and nothing's appealing to stay alive [00:20.83]Why try to face it when it's so easy to say goodbye [00:24.16]It's all unfolding, [00:25.45] it's so controlling [00:27.01]It tries to pull me under, [00:28.64]nothing's going right for me [00:30.15]This tension's growing, [00:31.73]it tries to hold me [00:33.34]Hear me scream [00:36.47]I'm taking over [00:39.12]With my back to the ropes, [00:40.69]I'm never letting go [00:42.40]I'm moving closer [00:45.49]Everything that I know is feeling farther from home [00:48.39]I'm never giving in, [00:49.88]This world I'm living in is losing color [00:54.51]I'm taking over [00:57.41]With my back to the ropes, [00:58.71] I'm never letting go [01:02.54]I try to make the changes, [01:04.04]it's so hard to sway my mind [01:05.49]There is no way to make it but to leave these scars behind [01:08.52]Within my thoughts are racing, [01:09.96]I'm too far away at times [01:11.36]I drive myself insane, [01:13.20]it's tearing me apart inside [01:14.49]It's all unfolding, [01:16.59] it's so controlling [01:17.78]It tries to pull me under [01:19.08], nothing's going right for me [01:20.92]This tension's growing, [01:22.36] it tries to hold me [01:23.82]Hear me scream [01:27.05]I'm taking over [01:29.75]With my back to the ropes, [01:31.33]I'm never letting go [01:32.99]I'm moving closer [01:36.03]Everything that I know is feeling farther from home [01:39.12]I'm never giving in, [01:40.56]This world I'm living in is losing color [01:45.15]I'm taking over [01:48.00]With my back to the ropes, [01:49.32] I'm never letting go [02:02.93]I take a deep breath down inside [02:05.87]I shake and try to breathe but I [02:08.86]Hate the way that I lived my life [02:11.89]And it seems [02:14.88]All the lies that I try to hide [02:17.78]Remind me of what I left behind [02:20.72]Unwinding thoughts inside my mind [02:23.81]Hear me scream [02:28.04]I'M SCREAMING OUT LOUD [02:41.86]It's all just weighing on me [02:48.38]It's all just weighing on me [02:51.72]I'm reaching out [02:52.66]I'm screaming out loud [02:53.71]I'm taking over [02:56.60]With my back to the ropes, [02:58.04]I'm never letting go [02:59.79]I'm moving closer [03:02.57]Everything that I know is feeling farther from home [03:05.82]I'm never giving in, [03:07.31]This world I'm living in is losing color [03:12.04]I'm taking over [03:14.73]With my back to the ropes, [03:16.02] I'm never letting go [03:22.29] I'm never letting go [03:26.48]With my back to the ropes, [03:27.87] I'm never letting go