At The Bottom Of This Lake Called Misery Every time I touch the surface, I just want to go back under. Pull me further, with your words 'Cause we both know that I deserve it. Every sinking feeling feels like me And I can't help but feel, Feel like I don't even matter. And that's what keeps me going. Proving myself wrong. I don't care what they think I just want to think I'm worth it. And that's what keeps me going. Proving myself wrong. I don't care what they think I just want to think I'm worth it. As I look up to the surface I can see the moon now. It must be the 100th time, I've tried today I can tell my strength is fading. The undertow can take me somewhere else I don't want to be there. Maybe that's not where I belong, Maybe I am different Maybe I am different And that's okay 'cause 'Cause That's what keeps me going. I don't care what they think I just want to think I'm worth it. Yeah that's okay 'cause 'Cause That's what keeps me going. I don't care what they think I just want to think I'm worth it.