[00:00.84]I'm not proud of the things I've done
[00:02.84]But I'm proud of the person that I can become
[00:05.50]'Cause somewhere between day one and now
[00:07.66]I tried to chase a popular sound
[00:09.62]I tried to chase a comfort for those around
[00:12.17]But when the show ends
[00:13.32]We're sleeping on hardwood beds
[00:14.72]Praying to God we find out
[00:16.37]If we got the support slot or not
[00:17.92]That can make or break our sound in the end
[00:20.68]Hoping we can move into another market
[00:23.09]Rather than the one that made us
[00:24.79]Rather than the one that changed us
[00:26.03]So we wanna take a detour and
[00:28.24]Change behavior and make more
[00:29.39]Find our faces on The Fader and Pitchfork
[00:31.49]And digress even more
[00:33.35]
[00:34.00]What did you expect from me?
[00:39.30]It's hard to be dishonest
[00:41.61]With my heart on my sleeve
[00:44.23]Where do I go, what can I be?
[00:49.43]Nothing equals nothing
[00:52.54]This did nothing for me
[00:55.00]
[01:19.29]We just hoped our rebellion would look like rebellion
[01:21.75]Rather than what it is:
[01:22.74]A target for Millennials to put their faith in
[01:24.95]But I'm proud to say we made some people
[01:27.10]Look into themselves rather than the evil
[01:29.00]And I'll always thank the ones who trusted me
[01:31.45]Enough to join me on this journey
[01:32.85]Even the ones who didn't stick around
[01:34.90]I'm still grateful for the ones who helped shape the sound
[01:37.21]Now I just need to thank God for this forgiveness
[01:39.96]
[01:40.56]What did you expect from me?
[01:46.97]It's hard to be dishonest
[01:48.83]With my heart on my sleeve
[01:52.03]Where do I go, what can I be?
[01:56.93]Nothing equals nothing
[01:59.83]This did nothing for me
[02:03.98]What did you expect from me?
[02:08.23]It's hard to be dishonest
[02:11.32]With my heart on my sleeve
[02:14.07]Where do I go, what can I be?
[02:19.40]Nothing equals nothing
[02:22.30]This did nothing for me
[02:24.49]
[02:27.09]Now I can thank God for the idea of forgiveness
[02:29.68]And I can thank God that I'm still in this
[02:32.68]'Cause I love the idea of a future
[02:34.74]'Cause though it never comes, it's somehow always happening
[02:37.22]And every moment that I'm not asleep is a moment where I think
[02:41.98]Maybe I should've just finished it up and gotten that degree
[02:45.42]'Cause, Mom, I made it
[02:46.86]I just wish I would have learned something
[02:49.31]'Cause now this emptiness haunts me