[00:18.31]We're told that we're all special at a very young age
[00:21.56]But maybe we're not
[00:23.11]I know I believed every television commercial
[00:25.31]Until my work ethic rots
[00:27.01]Internet prepared for a world full of fantasy
[00:30.24]Where fear of adversity eliminated diversity
[00:33.74]And I need an audience just to have an original thought
[00:37.13]And I tried to get right from God so many times
[00:40.04]It doesn't feel right anymore
[00:41.59]So put the salt of the world in these wounds
[00:44.56]And blind me with the light
[00:45.60]And let me see this pain in a systematic brain
[00:47.91]So I still have some fight in me
[00:50.67]
[00:52.02]The lover in my heart says it's okay to break
[00:59.35]Be vigilant cause vigilance is something I can take
[01:07.69]The fight that's in my heart says love can't be made
[01:14.80]You said loving me is such a pensive way to let yourself break
[01:21.93]
[01:23.64]She said love wasn't always fun, so it was hard to commit
[01:28.27]Darling, just sleep on your stomach
[01:30.58]So you don't choke on your vomit, getting it in your lungs
[01:35.51]It's the only way you could still say we're in love
[01:38.12]You said you would never lose a man
[01:39.98]Who had to use a paycheck to make you break
[01:42.53]He said we'll use the next one to get rid of your scars
[01:45.58]But you said you wanted to keep them
[01:48.23]Cause you're beautiful that way and if it's right with God
[01:50.93]It's right with me, I'll see we're shaming, darling
[01:54.18]
[01:56.04]The lover in my heart says it's okay to break
[02:03.60]Be vigilant cause vigilance is something I can take
[02:11.38]The fight that's in my heart says love can't be made
[02:18.64]You said loving me is such a pensive way to let yourself break
[02:30.87]And God, I love you
[02:34.16]And I hope to make sure you remember my name
[02:45.18]So take these memories and make me feel sane
[02:52.79]I pushed everyone I love away and it hurts to say
[02:58.20]But I deserved to break
[03:00.70]
[03:05.80]Just sleep on your stomach so you don't choke on vomit
[03:13.22]Getting it into your lungs
[03:15.24]It's the only way you could still say we're in love
[03:22.17]Say we're in love
[03:26.08]Say it even if you're being dishonest
[03:30.89]I was dishonest when I said
[03:41.84]When I said you were better than what I lost