[00:16.49]And why do I feel like this?
[00:20.31]And why am I so lifeless?
[00:24.24]And why do I focus on darkness
[00:27.88]Instead of on the brightness?
[00:32.27]And why am I pessimistic?
[00:36.48]And why am I so sadistic?
[00:40.01]And why don't they just listen?
[00:43.50]I guess we'll never know
[00:45.72]*****, I'm tired of feeling so tired
[00:47.79]Got a lot of things on my mind
[00:49.72]Got a lot of things on my plate
[00:51.49]I'm not feelin' great, and I don't got time
[00:53.67]When I prove these people all wrong
[00:55.57]When I prove this **** to you, ma
[00:57.35]I'm not wastin' all of my time
[00:58.98]I face it but I'm tryna do what I love
[01:01.28]I just wanted to make you feel proud
[01:03.38]Never want you to feel disappointed
[01:05.09]I'm so focused, I want it, I need it,
[01:07.17]I'll get it Just hoping that you will support it
[01:09.09]Never wanted to cause you this pain
[01:10.85]I just wanted for you to be happy
[01:12.47]but that means that I will start going insane
[01:14.32]if I can not follow the dreams in my brain
[01:16.40]My teacher's and my peers think I won't amount to nothin'
[01:18.57]I'ma go on keep on workin' til I show 'em I be somethin' I be stunnin'
[01:20.79]give a **** about what you just had to say
[01:23.16]Give a **** about what you just had to say
[01:24.45]And for those who don't believe me
[01:25.25]Promise you are gonna see me
[01:26.33]On the TV doing things I always said I'd ****in' do
[01:28.24]I just wanna leave a mark and show 'em all what I can do
[01:30.02]But I love it when they doubt me Cause I've got so much to prove, yeah
[01:32.81]I just feel tired of letting you down
[01:34.71]I just wanna make you feel proud
[01:36.19]I just wanna make it and give you the world
[01:38.33]And treat you the way you deserve
[01:40.18]I couldn't have done this without you
[01:42.11]All these things that you did for me
[01:43.37]vsibly, taught me to always be true
[01:45.02]to know what I'm worth and to never lose dignity
[01:47.49]Never been lookin' for sympathy
[01:48.77]Never want no one to pity me
[01:49.91]Just hope that people be feeling me
[01:51.25]Trust myself and my abilities
[01:52.58]Workin' it, workin' it, workin' consistently
[01:54.38]Promise you I will not end up a failure
[01:56.45]I got way too much passion and hunger
[01:58.57]Was younger, still knew I wanted a million
[02:00.05]Travel to Cali, New York, and Australia
[02:02.28]What do you want?
[02:03.97]What else could you want from me?
[02:05.30]What else could I possibly do for you, prove to you?
[02:07.42]You don't understand
[02:09.03]The concept is new to you
[02:10.32]But it's not new to me
[02:11.60]You gotta believe in me
[02:12.99]See what I see in me
[02:14.24]Trust in myself
[02:15.27]Cause I made this possible
[02:16.73]Not nobody else
[02:18.73]And why do I feel like this?
[02:23.64]And why am I so lifeless?
[02:27.54]And why do I focus on darkness
[02:31.68]Instead of on the brightness?
[02:35.11]And why am I pessimistic?
[02:39.01]And why am I so sadistic?
[02:42.95]And why don't they just listen?
[02:46.40]I guess we'll never know