[00:02.000]eh [00:06.000]eh [00:10.000]yeah, eh [00:12.000]I haven't eaten in three days [00:16.000]count of the bones on my rib cage [00:19.000]counting both of your hands [00:20.000]staying alive was never my plan [00:23.000]but here I am, alone with my thought [00:26.000]grab of two bottles till my body drops [00:30.000]I'm dying inside, completely alone [00:32.000]hand on my chest till you feel there's a hole [00:35.000]I'm sorry mama, so empty inside [00:38.000]under my blanket, turn off the light [00:41.000]feed me with pills till I fall asleep [00:45.000]I only happy when numb in my dream [00:46.500]I treat the whole wide world for a smile [00:50.000]even this for me is city burn [00:52.500]I jealous all of you got in the heaven [00:56.000]I'm waiting my turn uh [00:58.000]mama your lover is in prison [01:00.000]I'm stuckin' existence [01:01.500]I talk to my pistol cuz nobody listen [01:05.000]the only thing I feel is hate [01:07.000]but you made me this way uh [01:10.000]see my reflections and entire professions [01:12.500]you couldn't love me even if you invest [01:15.600]I'm taking my leave and I'll walk through the void [01:19.000]I was built to destroy [01:21.000]so... [01:21.500]if you feel the way that I feel then sing along [01:27.000]cuz only thing we know is how to [01:30.000]dance the sad song so [01:32.500]if you feel the way that I feel then sing along [01:38.000]cuz only thing we know is how to [01:42.000]dance the sad song so...